gathers up the bits of P-C stuffing left behind by connie
hugs them into microscopic bits
Faith: A kid. Angel's got a kid. Wesley: Connor. Faith: A teenage kid born last year. Wesley: I told you, he grew up in a hell dimension. Faith: Right. And what, Cordelia spent her last summer as… Wesley: A divine being. Faith: Uh-huh. Can I just ask--What the hell are you people doing?
'Why We Fight'
Spike's Bitches 21 Gunn Salute
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
JZ - Jan 08, 2005 10:16:24 pm PST #2230 of 10002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Beverly - Jan 08, 2005 10:17:21 pm PST #2231 of 10002
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.
copies mysterious smile
Lee - Jan 08, 2005 10:22:25 pm PST #2232 of 10002
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.
Wanders over into Beverly and Kristin's corner.
Polter-Cow - Jan 08, 2005 10:24:31 pm PST #2233 of 10002
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
announces JZ's new tag
Hil's too, speaking of letters
JZ - Jan 08, 2005 10:41:20 pm PST #2234 of 10002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
looks at clock
tries to calculate what time it is for P-C and what time his body likely thinks it is
gets headache from the calculating, crawls across apartment and slithers into bed
Atropa - Jan 08, 2005 10:49:29 pm PST #2235 of 10002
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
{{{Cass}}}
I wish there was something more I could do for you, something other than tell you that you *WILL* get through this. It will suck, it will hurt, and I have no magic way of fixing that. But you will get through it. All the punctuation, hair-pats, and glitter you want is yours.
P-C!! Yay! I'm glad you're back.
Polter-Cow - Jan 08, 2005 11:14:08 pm PST #2236 of 10002
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
tries to calculate what time it is for P-C and what time his body likely thinks it is
It's past three in the morning, and my body thinks it's almost three in the afternoon.
Goodnight.
Gris - Jan 08, 2005 11:40:27 pm PST #2237 of 10002
Hey. New board.
Sunil is back! Yay!
Not that I've been much better in touch than him...
I should really stop taking this "Let's have a ridiculously social college life for my last two terms" idea so seriously. Really gets in the way of my internet / TV life.
Hmm. Maybe not.
I would like to announce that I have a truly lovely girlfriend now. Who thinks that anything related to internet fandom is utterly insane, but finds my insanity endearing. She is providing even more distractions than college. I may be rather skippy for... a long while.
But I do love you all.
t /drunk posts
Cass - Jan 09, 2005 12:07:52 am PST #2238 of 10002
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
I read that book years ago, and that line has always stuck with me.My Favorite Messed Up Fiction EVAh111!1... My copy is all marked up. I never ever deface the wonder that is a book (I typed "that is a god" three times. Stupid Jesus trying to make my fingers his minions.) but this one had things I needed to hear, and be able to find again. I have lots of things underlined in there. With some bracketting. I have created a new language for the literate but disturbed.
I'm sorry I wasn't here earlier, but I add my part to the hive-mind's wish for your getting through this, and recovery. Never feel you can't bring us a need to be understood, or listened to.Thank you. I am trying really hard to do this. And it has been wonderful.
But you will get through it. All the punctuation, hair-pats, and glitter you want is yours.Can these offers be combined into a soothed, loved and glitterific vision of Cass?
I would like to announce that I have a truly lovely girlfriend now. Who thinks that anything related to internet fandom is utterly insane, but finds my insanity endearing.Yay Nova!
I tooked an Ambien. I having trouble with words when made into English. Well not the words so much as the sense. Let this be me falling asleep.
beth b - Jan 09, 2005 12:37:00 am PST #2239 of 10002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
Sunil! so glad to see you back - thank you for being a great secret santa ( see the end of the year thread)
yay for nova!
everyone who needs a lift should go to the end of Natter and read my Nilly dream. - dreams with Nilly are a really good thing.
I hope you are asleep, Cass. and while I'm not sure of the concept of soul mates, I do know that no one knows me better. pretty much I would feel like I chopping out some irregular shaped part of me... I am really glad you came to talk to us.
One of my friends went through a divorce when she discoverd /acknowledged that she was gay. Her husband , was still some one she cared deeply about. her family catholic , didn't speak to her for a year ( they though- at thirty) that this was a phase. Haveing willow on buffy helped her make it. Lucky you - you have hundreds of Buffistas at you side. So , so sorry you are going through this