We watched Bargaining, last night. I fell asleep sometime after Buffy clawed her way out of her own grave, but before the Scoobies saw her (but I know how that story ends, so it isn't important).
I hate the biker demon villain-device more, each time I watch this. They feel so out of place in that 'verse. I reminded myself repeatedly, that it is a season of unusual villains: the nerds, and Willow. It didn't help much. I tried imagining the same overall story, with biker vampires. I liked that better. I don't know if it would have flown on screen, but it worked in my head.
Still, there's a lot of good here. There was playfulness among the surviving Scoobies, during the breakfast/unstart making sandwiches/don't answer the phone, Buffy-bot!/I am a man and I have a tool scene. I always find Anya and Giles' slap-fight over the Ramadan effigy a little over the top, but still enjoy it.
I panic with Buffy, when she first comes back to life in her casket. I feel for the poor, broken Buffy-bot. I feel for Spike. They did a masterful job of showing how even though the -bot was necessary for their temporary survival, she was so painful to be around. We have Spike, most obviously. We have Willow's pain, when she's trying to make the -bot not feel bad about Spike not looking at the -bot. We have poor Dawn coming to the -bots room, and curling up with her for artificial comfort. We have Giles trying to teach her about Chi.
SMG so becomes the -bot that the -bot really is a totally different character. When I'm in the story, I forget this is the same actress. It's just the Buffy -bot. I'm trying to ready myself to watch the whole season in order. We've had the DVDs forever, and I just can't do it. Last night, watching Tara and Willow, so happy, and obviously in love--it just hurts. And now, with foreknowledge? When Willow kills the fawn, to obtain the vino de madre, Tara's death seems such an inescapable consequence.
Watching Giles' plane take off, I recalled how that image hit me, when the season was new. It was right after 9/11 (maybe a month) and just seeing a plane was painful. I remember gasping lo those almost three years ago. Seeing the Tower crumble at the end, didn't affect me as much as seeing the plane.