A friend of mine from Carrboro said Leifur stayed with me long enough to see me home. A lovely thought, but it’s still hard.
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Calli, I am so, so sorry.
A friend of mine from Carrboro said Leifur stayed with me long enough to see me home. A lovely thought, but it’s still hard.
A consolation, but still a heartbreak.
I'm so sorry, Calli.
I’m so sorry, Calli.
Oh, Calli, love, I'm so sorry.
Calli I'm so sorry.
My Thanksgiving could have been a lot better. M wanted to just stay at home and eat Lil Smokies cooked in bbq sauce. I wish we had done that but since I had decided not to go to Mom's (thinking he would want to go to his brother's) I was like "we should go to your brother's". And following his Mom's suggestion we got there way to early. And I was starving. The food was only ok. The desserts looked like they would be great but I made them to go in a container and later it got tossed out by his Mom "I thought it was trash!" So that was even worse.
I was just melancholy and grumpy all day.
Plus I've been having really really weird dreams and one the other day was a really long epic dream about me cheating on M in a truly out there way with someone who was just ...ick. The whole thing left me feeling just awful. Except it wasn't really M in the dream, I mean it was but a totally different person in the way dreams are.
I also feel like I'm in some kind of hibernation mode--all I want to do is curl up where it's cozy and sleep or nibble on things and not do much. It's dark when I get home and my brain is like ---time to go to bed! and then on my days off I'm like "it's very cozy ...on Penny is lying next to me I shouldn't disturb her"
Thank you, y’all.
I’m so sorry, Calli