I don't think it's ALL that we are. But certainly a dark and constant thread. No government would allow me to immigrate because I need benefits. Sure glad I did all that work trying to prove that voting works. Really thinking about quitting that, because it doesn't. not the way we do it anyway. Really feel like my life, never the most happening thing ever, is all but over now.

Probably by the time we would have had the midterms, PDA will not exist anyway. an instructive 15 years....

I wonder if there's anything Biden and company can do between now and the inauguration to put up some guardrails.

It's time for Biden to test the limits of the ruling that something isn't illegal if POTUS does it.

I’m actually sick. Barely kept breakfast down.

My therapist warned me she might have to run for the bathroom to barf, because she had been barfing all morning.

At vet. $1012 in tests. Dog is as sick as the rest of us.

I've worked so hard and sacrificed so much to support this stupid fucking election.

I have the Stardew Valley 1.6 update on consoles, my niece's 16th birthday party this weekend, and LEGO sets to put together. One foot in front of the other, I guess?

I feel ya, shrift. I have writing stuff I guess, but the computer is trying to go out, too, and nobody wanted that stuff before--they aren't gonna want it now, maybe it's time to accept that I won't get a book out, either. even if I've visualized my name on the J shelf since I was eight. Stupid kid stuff. Like believing in fairness and democracy.

Well,

of fucking COURSE this country is a bunch of Christofascist misogynist transphobic homophobic racist science-denying bigots.

may be the most delightfully phrased descriptor since "lying hypocritical sexist egotistical bigot."

I love you all and am grateful for this bastion of sanity, which is odd because of course we all ganged together because of a shared kind of insanity called fandom. I'm numb, on the edge of sick, but holding onto the self-protective numbness just a bit longer. Disappointed in my fellow citizens, but really not surprised. And not actually admitting how scared I am for people I love--and some I don't even know. Meds on board. I may nap.

I have spent the afternoon driving around aimlessly while listening to angry music in order to avoid my in-laws who pick up ltc on Wednesdays.

One foot in front of the other, I guess?

This, friends. You - all of you - will understand how to cope and live through this. You got this. It's not gonna be easy or pretty, but you got this. Because this is what people do. We live through tough and dark times and we help one another. I know it from history, I know it from the past two years of my life. You know it from your own history of civil disobedience.

You'll learn what to do. You'll adapt. You'll make mistakes, you'll have small wins. You'll build community and new ties (start today!). You got this. I have faith in you.

It just occurred to me - the people who are going to be screwed over by this most immediately are the Ukrainians.

One of the things Biden could be doing is shipping as much materiel over there, as fast as he can.

And if Congress complains, well, "sending military aid to an ally that's under attack" sounds like Official Presidential Business to me.