I'm so sorry meara, that sounds impossibly hard.

And this summer is her bucket list trip of driving up through the US into Canada and the Yukon Territory up to the Arctic Circle (she crossed into the Arctic Circle on Tuesday) so she can jump in the Arctic Ocean.

This must be a Cincinnati thing because it sounds exactly like something my grandfather would have done. (He would have jumped in naked)

Thinking of you and your family, meara.

Holding you in my heart, meara.

Meara I am so sorry.

Hugs to you, meara. It is so hard.

meara, I'm so sorry. It's good you can be there.

And this summer is her bucket list trip of driving up through the US into Canada and the Yukon Territory up to the Arctic Circle (she crossed into the Arctic Circle on Tuesday) so she can jump in the Arctic Ocean.

This must be a Cincinnati thing because it sounds exactly like something my grandfather would have done. (He would have jumped in naked)

Honestly, I'd put the odds of my friend jumping in naked at 60-40 in favor of naked.

I'm WIDE awake for no good reason. I'm pretty sure it's the Excederin I took to deal with my headache.

The Excedrin that has acetaminophen, aspirin, and caffeine in it is surprisingly good at getting rid of headaches that I'm afraid want to turn in to migraines. Although I learned my lesson about taking it at 9 p.m. (that might have been the insomnia night when I bought the Pugfest t-shirt at 3 a.m. and promptly forgot my purchase until I got the shipping confirmation email). Anyway, Excedrin Headache formulation good, caffeine late in the day bad.

Thanks everyone, I really appreciate it. My friend who is dog sitting lost her mom ten or so years ago and has been really good about checking in and saying good things.

Brother will be here in two hours or so, mom did manage to eat maybe a quarter cup of applesauce but is mostly gone from words to trying to groan yes/no. It suuuucks. (Also how do people in nursing homes move folks around?? It is hard as heck. Remind me to not volunteer to help any friends hide a dead body unless it’s someone tiny!)

I suspect nursing home care technicians sometimes employ the same technique needed to haul a dead body: not worrying about being careful with the weight they're moving.

When Dad was in the hospital I always tried to be on hand for the heavy lifting required to reposition him for changes and baths, because I knew his joint issues and how much force could be employed to a given limb before it caused him pain. His nurses and assistants were trying to be gentle, but familiarity with the individual patient counts for a lot.

How much do you need to move her around? Can hospice help at all with things like giving her sponge baths in bed or putting a commode in her bedroom? Or changing diapers, if that's a better option at this point?

(Feel free to ignore me, of course, if none of this is helpful. I'm just remembering how great the hospice people were for my mom when she reached the point of not being able to get out of bed, but not sure how similar your situation is.)

I'm glad your brother is arriving today. I'm thinking of you and wishing you all what comfort you can find in being together.

So sorry, Meara...that's awful. Definitely agree with Matt about lifting people.