(((meara))) much love to you, I hope the medicine helps your mom.
We have haze here from the wild fires, it looks more like fog and no where near that dramatic.
I emailed my lawyer rejecting the settlement offer, I refrained from ranting and for calling the $100 "resigning bonus" a bribe or insulting. or an insulting attempt at a bribe. So small victory there.
Therapy was good today, I had decided what I wanted to do about the settlement but I still talked about it with my therapist and he was like "that would have been my advice" and it was really cool because this is a big decision and while I wanted to get advice about it I made the actual decision without feeling insecure or that I needed someone else's approval/permission/validation that it was the best decision. Which is huge progress for me.
Although I've had a brain kinda foggy day-- had therapy, didnt' sleep well last night so was sleeping in, woke up and saw the time and freaked out because I swear it said 10:00 and my appointment was at 11:00 and it takes about 45 mins to get there. Got almost to the NC state line and realized the GPS said I'd be arriving at 10:02 and then looked at the clock. So I killed time before the appointment. Then on my way back I was thinking about how -oh i've made this huge progress, missed my exit and then didn't realize it until I was almost back in SC and at that point it was another 45 mins to get home.