I didn't share it at the time, but when I did hear from Gud he said he'd been in a really dark place. I'm concerned.

On Taserman, I haven't been able to find the cause of death, but his name was Benjamin Phillips, he was from PA, had the crazy eyes, is wearing a Baron Samedi hat in photos, and founded the social network Trumparoo, named after a kangaroo that looks like Trump.

Gud has accounts on both Facebook and Linked In. I don't know if he is actually active on either of them.

There is no PayPal! I will try Apple Pay or calling my bank. I was just all day on a zoom orientation for new students so I couldn’t really step out! But I tried deleting and then adding my cards again, and it did not work! When I was first signing up for Instacart my bank kept declining it too And I had to call.

Kitty will live, because I have so much wet food, she just doesn’t care for it.

eTA. Apple Pay worked!

Sophia, I hope the issue with your cards will get resolved soon.

If anybody else had a different method of contact (I don't know if he social medias) please feel free to try it.

He has/had a twitter account, but it looks like it was last in use in 2011.

Also, Thank you for all of you who are trying to contact Gud.

named after a kangaroo that looks like Trump

I... learned a new thing today. Will google.

Is this not Gud? [link]

(I get people's board names and RL names mixed up all the time.) If it is Gud, it looks like he replied to a couple of people within the last couple of days. If it's not, my apologies for confusing things.

EDIT: I was stalking him far less than that looks like. When I went to check out the US Capitol Police's account, Twitter recommend sarameg's account. I clicked to see if it was her. Twitter then recommended Juliana's account, so I clicked to see if it was really Juliana. Twitter then recommended the above-linked account and I said, "Hey, I think that's Gud. I'll go look." That's all.

Woke up an hour early, having cashews and peanut butter cookies for breakfast.

Yeah, Cindy. I that's him. We're mutuals...and I saw his replies, but couldn't find them in the morass that is twitter.

Thanks, Sue.

And Dana, thanks for reminding me I haven't had my blueberry pie breakfast, yet.

Dr. Telemedicine appt today. Nothing going on, just a 3 month follow-up since I am a new patient. Have a plan for the next month to get blood work done, follow up with her again, but in office, to go over results and check blood pressure. Get back on to trying to find a therapist.

I was completely honest with her, I would be shocked if my cholesterol or blood pressure were any better. My anxiety and mental health are not any better and on many days are worse. I am doing the bare minimum, but I have no feelings of self-harm. I did have to admit that I have had feeling of wanting to harm others, but do not have the energy or wherewithal to follow-through on that, so violent idea, but lazy.