They're going to confirm this fucker, despite the fact that he lied constantly, didn't answer their questions, and was fucking disrespectful to multiple senators (and the fact that he was testifying in front of the Senate).

Yeah, I think they are.

I think you're right, Cindy, and I hate it.

They are going to confirm him and then shot all over the Constitution and democracy in order to have all the power. Trump isn't going to be impeached. The GOP will let him do any damn thing he wants because it allows them more power.

People are waiting for mid term elections or Mueller and I think it's too late. I think we should have been in the streets every day and never stopped. I don't know what to do to change anything because we have to rely on Congress and voting.

And even if by some miracle he doesn't get confirmed Trump and the GOP are going to use this to rally their base and further divide everyone.

I know I'm being pessimistic but I don't know how to be positive . I feel helpless and angry and like our country is dying and there is not a damn thing we can do because the people who are supposed to help are hurting us.

Shit. About a half hour ago I completely unexpectedly collapsed in a sobbing mess in the nerd hole with Hec stroking my hair and trying to comfort me, and then Matilda came and hugged me from behind and was murmuring, "I love you I love you I love you" and now I feel worse because I don't want her to feel responsible for her mother's well-being.

I wanted to go and fall apart privately and not weigh her down with it, but now the damage is done and I'm sitting here not crying anymore but purely through force of will. I could honestly just howl for another year or so without stopping except to breathe in every now and then.

I'm still hoping a GOP Senator or two will be a god damn human being. I mean, they all saw that. I'm not confident about it, but I desperately hope.

{{{JZ}}} Please do not beat yourself up for not managing your emotions exactly the way you think you should. I'm pretty sure you didn't demand that M comfort you.

I am not a parent, but I am a daughter, and I am perpetually grateful for my mother telling me that crying doesn't have to have a reason. A completely different situation, of course, but she could only do that because her emotional life was also sometimes messy and I knew that.

there is too much emotion in me.

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mac is failing classes and just went to bed after work rather than get on my computer and do some of the work he is missing.

the people I dog sit for had a family member get very very sick very fast on vacation with them and only just got back him to home, but he is basically on life support and they are being told it is a just a matter of time. It's the father of the wife I dog sit for, I work with the husband. Father is from Mexico and they were all vacationing in Cuba, so it was more than just the medical it was getting his transport approved and dealing with governments.

Oh, msbelle. I'm sorry you have so much extra to deal with.

and then Matilda came and hugged me from behind and was murmuring, "I love you I love you I love you" and now I feel worse because I don't want her to feel responsible for her mother's well-being.

Awww, but that's when she told us that the girls in her school wrote "I believe" in marker on their arms today.

does anyone know anything about an assertion that Ford did not write her own opening statement?