JZ, fingers crossed for you and the family, too, my heart goes out to Matilda in particular. In the creative arts you do get turned down a whole lot, no matter how talented, so in a sense it's good practice for later attempts, particular when she gets into a different high school and finds some great teachers and opportunities.

ND, I hope you can feel in your heart that it isn't YOU who failed, it's much the same as a big earthquake or other disaster taking control of the wheel. We are all helpless to a slightly greater or slightly lesser extent in this pandemic. The worst in some ways is not knowing how this is going to be over, nor in what shape we're going to be in when it is.

But you've built a hell of a reputation in your business, and when the creative industry comes back (and it will!!!) they're going to want the best again.

Thinking VERY negative thoughts toward JZ! Hope you're OK, too, Cashmere.

That must be so hard, ND. Good luck.

My only anxiety suggestion is total avoidance via getting engaged in something else. Willa Paskin had a bunch of TV recommendations in Slate the other day, most of which are not in English, so you really have to focus, which sounds good to me.

JZ, when do you expect to get the results?

ND, I'm so so sorry. All I can say is what I told my niece: it isn't all gone; the reputation you've built and the connections you've made will last, and when it's time to bring the business back you won't be starting from scratch; the foundation is already there. Your community is strong and so are you.

Oh, ND, I'm so sorry.

sj- it is really just me and my cat- I have no ltc to entertain or worry about. My mom is feeling better and isn't leaving her house, so that is good.

Also, my hospital is actually considering the sewing thing, so I threw my two cents in. It seems more than likely the effort will actually be coordinated by a tailoring outfit in Rochester that had to shut down, but can have people work from home, but that is a good thing. Basically they will switch to producing masks with people who can sew from home.

My nursing friends tell me they have to "preserve" the masks they have and it is one per shift right now, but could become less than that.

Well crap. Matthew's brother sent around some screenshot from somewhere warning that any minute now we are going to be under 2 week lock down, marshal law is going to be invoked and the National Guard is going to be deployed to fend off rioters and looters. I don't know why he sent this to his mother who has paranoia to begin with but now she's upset and worried if we have enough food but thankfully hasn't brought up the issue of a gun again.

Why in God's name would you send that to your mother who has schizoaffective disorder ?

I'm sorry, ND.

Katie Bee, you have to be the most composed human on the planet right now.

ND, I know you treat your employees like family so I understand how hard this was for you. I am hoping with all my might that you and K come out of this okay. I really hope that there is some small business relief for you and your employees.

Oh, Matilda. I'm so sorry you didn't get in, but I'm so glad you have Emmett.

Katerina Bee, holy hell. Way to keep calm in the face of ridiculousness.

JZ, sending you all the negative ~ma I've got.

Drew, I'm so very sorry. I hope that a small business package is included in whatever relief Congress passes.