You got all kinds of learnin' and you made me look the fool without tryin', and yet here I am with a gun to your head. That's 'cause I got people with me. People who trust each other, who do for each other, and ain't always lookin' for the advantage.

Mal ,'Our Mrs. Reynolds'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

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askye - Feb 14, 2022 12:35:18 pm PST #7719 of 7725
Thrive to spite them

Lately I feel like ibcant communicate verbally with anyone. Either I'm repeating myself because maybe I'm mumbling or talking top softly and can't tell. Or I'm trying to speak clearer and louder and it's taken as me being angry or harsh.

Or I say something or ask a question and no hears to even ask me to repeat myself. Because I keep repeating what I've said over and over. Or I'll say something repeatedly and then later whatever it is comes up and it's like brand new information or that that I didn't say anything and I'm just doing something.

Mostly with M and my nephew but a little with my mom and his mom .

Or I'm explaining or saying I'm going to do something or doing it and then it becomes suggestions to do something else or reasons why my way won't work .

I might be out of practice in talking to people .


Sophia Brooks - Feb 14, 2022 3:11:43 pm PST #7720 of 7725
Cats to become a rabbit should gather immediately now here

askye, that sounds frustrating and obviously could be part of the concussion. But I noticed after being at home during Covid, I also somehow seemed to forget how to speak so other people understood me. Like I could not think of words or form sentences. Because I was so shy, and then learned to interact with the world by basically acting my muscles got rusty being mostly alone and not talking much. Like I can't always access the script.


askye - Feb 14, 2022 6:14:30 pm PST #7721 of 7725
Thrive to spite them

I think it's a combination of things. The only people I talk to on a daily (or almost daily basis) are M, his mom, and E (my nephew) so that gets .. I need other people to talk to . I just am very much a loner and I forget how to conversate.


Shir - May 07, 2022 1:09:18 pm PDT #7722 of 7725
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".

Very random, but: lately, every now and then when I need a good laugh, I return to the great foursome discussion from 2008 (linked to few posts back for context). It never fails. So, this just to say: thank you. I'm happy and grateful for this place. I love you, and I miss everyone we've lost since.

And I still can't believe that some of you were willing to write me in a fictional foursome just to distract me from the war.


Laga - Nov 17, 2022 3:18:50 pm PST #7723 of 7725
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Aw Shir that was a lovely reminisce. I miss Omnis all the time.


Pix - Nov 18, 2022 5:24:21 pm PST #7724 of 7725
"Because if life gives you lemons / you don't have to make / lemonade / sugar isn't free / and grief doesn't have / to be productive." -from "lemonade" by Kaitlin Shelter

Omnis leaves a hole in my life, for sure. He'd be so happy to know you posted that, Shir.


Shir - Nov 19, 2022 1:04:32 am PST #7725 of 7725
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".

I am very happy I got to meet him and I still think of him often.


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