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Zenkitty - Oct 09, 2019 8:33:04 am PDT #6386 of 8213
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

I'm sorry, Epic. It's hard when something that seemed good ends like that.

Hil, I'm glad you've found a community you're happy in, and hopefully they move to an accessible location soon.

I had a pleasant lunch with a friend, and now I feel depressed, and I'm telling myself there's no reason to be depressed, except there kinda is. I should be looking at that severance package that arrived yesterday but I don't want to.


EpicTangent - Oct 09, 2019 10:48:31 am PDT #6387 of 8213
Why isn't everyone pelting me with JOY, dammit? - Zenkitty

Hil, sounds like a very promising community. I'm really pleased for you.

Zen, you do have reason to be depressed. Any change is hard, and layoffs are a real blow. But I'm glad you're reaching out and getting out (if you're anything like me, a very real struggle during depression). You should look at the severance package soon, but it doesn't have to be right this minute. Take care of you. Wish you were closer for hugs. {{{Zen}}}


Shir - Oct 09, 2019 10:28:36 pm PDT #6388 of 8213
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".

Steph, Epic, and Zen - I am sorry. Hoping for positive news for all of you.

Hil, the community sounds amazing. I've never heard of a community that offers snacks and water during Yom Kippur (but I live in Jerusalem, so that doesn't say much). That's very thoughtful.


Steph L. - Oct 10, 2019 9:30:46 am PDT #6389 of 8213
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Y'all, getting a migraine and my period on the same day is just not cool. My painkillers don't know which thing to fix.

My uncle is not dealing with my aunt's death very well -- he's really angry, which I think is a normal response, but he's taking it out on my cousins and is just being really mean to them. My mom texted me and said not to call or text him because he's just really volatile. It sucks. It seems within the normal range of grief, but really sucks.


Laura - Oct 10, 2019 9:41:18 am PDT #6390 of 8213
Our wings are not tired.

It is really hard on everyone when grief psychosis hits. Wishes for peace and comfort for all.


-t - Oct 10, 2019 10:18:25 am PDT #6391 of 8213
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

{{{Tep}}} All that is hard! I'm sorry.


Amy - Oct 10, 2019 3:43:32 pm PDT #6392 of 8213
Because books.

Oh, Tep, that's a lot. I'm so sorry your uncle is so distraught.


Topic!Cindy - Oct 10, 2019 4:58:06 pm PDT #6393 of 8213
What is even happening?

That sounds so hard, Teppy. I'm sorry.


Zenkitty - Oct 11, 2019 5:51:18 am PDT #6394 of 8213
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

I'm really sorry, Steph. I hope your uncle can get through this stage of grieving soon.

Thanks for the good words, y'all. I'm doing okay so far.


Dana - Oct 12, 2019 11:15:26 am PDT #6395 of 8213
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.

WTF (why the fuck) do I have cramps? What is this bullshit where bodies just get random as you age? Aging is bullshit.