That was big of you. I would have been all "However, if you are disturbed by this, you may want to check out ___ where similar information can be found."

Passive aggressive and petty? Moi?

And fuck, I lost a favorite earring. Even more annoying because I touched it earlier and realized that it didn't have a keeper on the wire and thought "need to make sure that I put one on when I get home." grrrrrrrrr.

That was big of you. I would have been all "However, if you are disturbed by this, you may want to check out ___ where similar information can be found."

I typed and deleted similar several times.

Oh I hate that Vortex—I'm mad because I thought I lost one of my favorite earrings, and then I found it, it had fallen out at home rather than on the street. And I was so happy! And then a week later I lost it again. This time I think for good.

Late to the chili party, I like mine thick enough to stand a spoon in. So, my current version of chili (which does vary based on mood/ingredient availability), party-size, is something like:

1.5 to 2 lbs ground beef browned with salt, garlic, chili powder, a dash of cajun seasoning, a little cumin, and a can of diced green chiles.
3 cans of chili beans, heat level depending on your taste buds.
2 cans of kidney beans, drained and rinsed
1 can of black beans, drained and rinsed
1 8 oz can of tomato paste
1 yellow onion, diced

Mix it all together, simmer until the flavors meld, and eat with diced tomatoes, sour cream, extra onion, and cheese for toppings.

I've been away from the computer a few days -- hurt my back and couldn't sit very well (or stand, or walk, stupid back), and work and therapy are kicking my butt.

Someone scammed Greg's debit card number out of his pocket a couple of weeks ago and ran off to have a "spree" at an Oklahoma City Walmart (huh?) and we didn't know about it for a while because we hadn't been anywhere to spend money and have it declined. The bank cleared everything, it bounced all over the room, fees piled up, and we gave a fraud report, but it took them over a week to clean it up....stressful times.

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Oh, and in totally other news, Aidan asked me a couple of days ago how old he had to be to have gender-reassignment surgery. His reasons:

1. He wants to look good in a skirt.
2. He wants to have a higher, prettier voice.
3. He wants to look pretty and maybe wear makeup.

I asked him if he felt like a girl inside, and he said he didn't know, but he felt all shaky and his heart beat really fast at being asked that, so maybe.

I mentioned Tep's boy and ND's kilts. I told him he didn't have to worry about gender at all, but could dress up any way he liked, and if he wanted to do it "boy-style" I'd get him a kilt. We looked at kilts, and I think he didn't think they were pretty enough.

He thinks the idea of wearing girl underwear is gross. Also, he needs boobs. He doesn't care what his external genitalia looks like, but he supposes they'll cut off what's "down there".

He was all over the map, but relieved he didn't have to make a decision right away.

He is interested in the idea of makeup but maybe just eyeliner, and black nails so he can wear them all week without generating too much commentary at school, or some pretty color, but only on the weekends.

I'm kind of thrown for a loop, really. I don't quite know how to address any of this, but we're working on it.

I'm not quite sure what I'm doing with these kids, but it's certainly huge.

Gender stuff is really common with autistic kids. Sometimes for a year or two, sometimes for life. I'd recommend supporting exploring presentation and stressing that he's got time and space to explore.

Having done my share of gender exploration over the years, I'm relieved that some of the medical options available now weren't available when I was younger, for whatever that's worth. I'm happy to go into this in email to an extent.

I'd recommend supporting exploring presentation and stressing that he's got time and space to explore.

This. So much this. That's the answer I give the babybats who are muddling with this sort of thing.

If he wants boobs, maybe a training bra combined with those push-up gel inserts? That way he can see if he likes the reality, and isn't just enamored with the idea.

For makeup, if he wants to explore it: Wet n' Wild is the brand you want. Good quality, available at almost every drugstore/big box store, and inexpensive. If a travel mishap happened and I had to replace my makeup kit, I'd be able to put a reasonable duplicate together from Wn'W and NYX brands.

For makeup, if he wants to explore it:

And there are so many YouTube tutorials for makeup (which of course aren't just for trans folx) (I say as someone who STILL can't do winged eyeliner).

Atropa! A suggestion for your next vacation.

Mr. Loomy would never go for it, but aaauuugh! I want to do that.