Can I have some ~ma for tomorrow. I have the dentist appointment where I'll get my teeth ground down a bit and a temp crown to prep for the crown and bridge. Bad I have to work open to close.

I didn't realize the extent of the appointment until Sat and it's too late to cancel. Plus I'm not sure when I would even get to schedule it better and it's getting hard to eat.

We are also in a last desperate push to get the store looking nice before the new regional manager visits Wednesday and we are short handed by about half the people we should have. Right now we can't really schedule 2 people in any department for a hole shift because we have so few employees.

~ma, askye. It isn't your fault that they don't have enough employees. Take care of yourself.

I am trying to take care of myself. Mom is going up to see my brother and nephew for a week . I'm going to stock up on frozen dinners because I've learned I can cook dinner/do dishes or keep the rest of the house up but not both when I'm alone and frozen dinners are easier.

Also in January I'm going to start job hunting in Greenville or ask about transferring to the Greenville store and and move in with Matthew at some point. It's just getting harder to see him only on the weekends and even though I'm only there on weekends it is starting to feel more like my home than here.

I generally cook, but I bought a few of the Healthy Choice bowls to have on hand this summer. The couple I have tried were really good! I was encouraged by the short ingredient list. I get freaked out when I see a long list of unpronounceable ingredients. I added a bit of spice because I like things hot, but quick, easy, and tasty.

My bronchitis is still pretty bad, and I was up all night coughing, and I'm taking the day off from work. I hate taking the day off for being sick -- it feels like admitting that I can't really do my job.

People get sick! The ones who go to work sick and infect others should feel bad not the people who stay home.

Although I usually feel the same way.

No crown or bridge for me today. I jabril to get a consultation for a root canal. The putty they use to make the mold was cold and I had the stabbing pain I've been having. I cried. It wasnt that painful it was more embarrassment and frustration and a little pain. The dentist said it shouldn't hurt like that the way the tooth looked but said he still believed it hurt it just wasnt acting typical.

Bronchitis is nothing to sneeze at, Hil. I hope you feel better soon.

askye, it is good to see you making plans to move forward in this relationship and at a pace that works for you.

So the psychiatrist decided to try me on Celexa. She also strongly recommended therapy on the grounds that if I keep eliminating medications that will work for me, I may eventually run out of options.

Andi I highly recommend therapy. If you can find a good therapist. I've made so much progress because of mine. I find myself practicing things he talked about and encouraged me to do without realizing it at first.

I was going to clean my apartment today, because it really needs it, and my sister is coming to visit next weekend. I ended up sleeping all day instead. I guess I needed that more. I'm coughing a bit less than I was before.

Thank you for the encouragement, askye.

Hil, I am glad you are on the mend. Bronchitis is no joke.