There is a CVS across from Walgreens. The big issue is not being able to use a coupon with the mail order. Even if I could pick it up I would be using the coupon because I can't afford $200ish a month for one prescription.

I may use Walgreens for this month and try to figure out something.

On top of that my period started and it's hell. Cramps, nausea, I'm grumpy, and I took something a couple of hours ago and it did nothing. I want to crawl in bed with an hot water bottle but we are short handed and no one is coming until I get off. Well they will in other departments but they need me here.

Can you get samples from your doctor?

I don't think she can.

I think if I don't go through insurance and just use the coupon thing it will be $50 or $75. I think. I sti haven't called Walgreens because I had cramps from hell today. I'll try Sunday.

If it's going to be that range I'll do that and skip insurance . It won't go to my deductible but I won't hit the deductible by the end of the year anyway.

I'm putting it off in part because tomorrow is going to be crazy. We have a big sale and we open early. One person who is in shoes will be in men's. The other is working 6 to 12:15 but is scheduled to go on her break at 11:15. I get in at 11:15.

There is a very real chance on one of our busiest days I'll be alone for the day. And it's not just shoes, the store is broken into 4 areas and my area is intimates, girls clothes/infants, jewelry/accessories and shoes.

OK, that was creepy. I was thinking about going to a bee-themed restaurant near me for brunch tomorrow, and then I got on Facebook, and the first two ads that I see are bee-related.

Okay, yeah, that seems a little creepy, Hil.

Went to go pick up my prescription from the doctor and it's not readymade hopefully tomorrow. I told them about the new insurance issue and at the desk they flat out said it's against policy to get refill prescriptions for that type of medicine. Which I assumed since I have to call and ask for a refill every month, go pick it up and show my ID and then take it to the pharmacy.

So I'll be calling CVS/Caremark back later this week to see what to do.

Did we know (or care) that they are remaking Charmed? [link] (fully possible that you all discussed this on one of the days I had to hit "recent" on Natter)

Apparently the Original Three are pissed.

The Original Three can be pissed, but I'll give it a try. Looks good to me!

Insurance sucks I found out I can't mail in a prescription for a controlled substance so that is good. But I finally read all the fine print on the coupon and it only takes off $30. So my medicine will be like $240. Since I make $9 an hour that is basically a week's pay after taxes and insurance etc.

Well until my deductible kicks in and I don't know if I'll make it by the end of the year and then it will start over again.

If I thought I had a chance in hell of getting money I might try Go Fund Me. Because I really don't want to ask for my parents help on this. But

I hate our current health care in this country. And I'm not at work and I'm supposed to because I am crying and not fit for people. I told them I'd be there in an hour and I have to go in because I need the money and I was supposed to work 10 -7, almost open to close because we are short handed.

I need a better paying job. The only better paying jobs that aren't in the medical field around here are fast food (literally Burger King pays more) and I don't think they hire full time and I couldn't handle that.

If I moved in with Matthew I would have more options but I can't do that right now because it would be too much change and possibly set me back.

I feel like I can never get ahead and any progress I make is just eroded away.