I think sometimes skills like long range planning are so nebulous to someone whose strengths lie in other areas - it's not like balancing a checkbook where the steps are laid out and if you just follow the directions, it'll work. There is a blank spot in the person's mind where the details and concepts that make it work are just not there.

O HAI. It me.

~ma for everyone.

My anxiety is super-high today, and the two cups of coffee did not help.

Anxiety sucks.

Watching a new to me show on HGTV: Good Bones. Mother-daughter house reno team in Indianapolis.

Once again, I am juliana, but with slightly less coffee. I forgot to take my meds until 5 pm, which did not help.

WS, glad the lips are healing and much ~ma to DCJ's mom.

bonny, love, feel better.

There are not enough hours in the day, and I am hopelessly inefficient at using the ones I have.

I love Good Bones! I didn't think their season started till next week! Off to On Demand.

Yes, I think a couple episodes of season 2 have happened but I'm still watching season 1.

Congrats on the farmhouse, Scrappy, that sounds awesome!

ltc loves the butternut squash ravioli from Trader Joe's. And the real parmigiano reggiano.

ltc loves the butternut squash ravioli from Trader Joe's. And the real parmigiano reggiano.

Can't fight the tasty.

Timelies.

Haven't been around enough. but can't sleep and need to sleep so I took additional meds, waiting for them to work.

had a sudden attack of the lonleys and why-am-I-here's.

Holiday weekend spent alone. no invitations from family who live in town. I'm treated like a live-far-away and only can see twice-a-year relative. seeing the pictures of family having fun that I'm never invited to just hits like a gut-punch sometimes.

sorry for the pity-party. just needed to say it out loud, at least write it out.