You will get through this, Atropa.

Good luck with the surgery, sj.

Are you ever angry with yourself for a thing that you have not done, and it's not even hard, and you want it to be done, but you keep on not doing it, and getting angrier and more disgusted with yourself?

My autobiography.

Mine too. Dealing with this right now.

Sorry, Atropa. All the hairpats.

Hairpats Atropa.

I worked 9 hour today they hould have busted scheduled me from open to close and had me close tomorrow. Oh well. And it was busy I came back from lunch and There were upset customers, my co-worker who is 90 something covered and thing a for delayed. I don't know what is going to happen when we get the new registers I don't think she will be able to make the transition.

In non work news I ordered a weighted blanket. I can't wait to get it and see if it helps me sleep.

Update on not!son: he's been moved to a halfway house that's still part of the corrections system. Better than jail, though, and apparently better food than in jail. I think that this facility should be able to hook him up with employment and housing opportunities when he's released.

It's too bad that it took jail for him to get his shit together. And I hope that he keeps his shit together when he's released.

Some folks insist on learning things the hard way, which tends to be harder on everyone around them too. Ugh. Fingers crossed that he can get himself to take advantage of it.

I really hope that he is on a better path now.

Hope that works out for him, Tep.

May this be the beginning of having his shit together on a full-time basis.

I sure hope so. I'm still keeping myself adjacent to the fray, because I've taken care of too many addicts, and he is not my responsibility. (He's not really Tim's responsibility, either. But at this point, Tim's involvement is just occasional visits and phone calls. I have no problem with that.)