Willow ,'Lessons'
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Stupid rude bitch Niece. Fuck her, I'd say, but she doesn't deserve the pleasure.
I would be ever.so.thrilled. to receive visitors who cared enough to travel to see me.
Why don't you send me her address so I can express my displaced anger with a nasty letter? She has no idea I exist, but Java has spent time listening to the horror story of my in laws and I owe her one.
Grrrrrr.
Or maybe I should mind my own business and deal with my own relatives. Yuck.
Why do relatives have to be so complicated. My favorite is when one of my cousin's kids moved within 40 miles of where I currently live, my cousin apparently visited fairly frequently, yet I didn't find out they were that close until they decided to move back to Arizona. Ummm, hello, I'm right here. Would have loved to have seen you.
I'm going to a big family reunion with that side of the family in August. My favorite cousin won't be there which is very sad making, but I'm also glad they remembered me. That set of cousins are the ones I grew up with.
I think trauma does mess with the memory, but I had a pretty happy childhood and I can't remember huge chunks of it either. I have certain very vivid memories, like hearing the foghorns in Lake Michigan when I first woke up, or what our backyard looked like when I was really little, etc. but I don't remember most of it. I remember what the house we moved into when I was nine looked like, but I can't remember anything about the move there. I can't remember a single birthday party or any specific class lessons or any long stretches of time. I have little precise snippets, but nothing in between them. This is how I remember everything, including my 20s, 30s and 40s.
That's just how I remember stuff--I thought it was that way for everyone. Do other people remember stuff differently? Like, do you all remember all of your birthday parties from childhood?
Like, do you all remember all of your birthday parties from childhood?
God, no. If there are people who do, I'm going to find that freaky. (I mean, I know there are Marilu Henner-like people who do.)
Scrappy, your memory is like mine, a highlights reel.
Scrappy, your memory is like mine, a highlights reel.
Pretty much, including the more recent decades, or even last week.
Yep Scrappy, I'm with you.
Well, that's good to know, anyway. I guess my memory is like a highlights reel, except I can't figure why those things are the "highlights".
I'm not assuming that other people have photographic memories of the entirety of their childhoods. I mean, I'm sure some do, but they're the exception, not the rule. But tests using PET scans have confirmed that memory is impaired in people who've experienced trauma, in a way that's different from just not retaining everything with perfect clarity.
I have a memory of being very very young and sitting on the counter in an office somewhere, like you put your three-year-old on the counter at the county clerk's office. I guess that was impressive my very young mind.