Ugh. I slept until 11:30 Pacific time. I meant to get up around 9:00. But I suppose it makes sense I'd be so tired, considering the stress I'm under.
My flight from Oakland boards at 8:14 am tomorrow. What time should I get to the airport? I imagine the security lines will be fairly short?
ETA: does the car rental shuttle run at, say, 6:00 am for the Oakland airport?
Well, it may be that she's not answering for other reasons and isn't angry. I don't really know. It's got me stressed out though.
This is when you text. "I was in a meeting where we cannot have phones. Saw you called. What is it?"
I've called back twice, left a message, and just sent a text so we'll see.
Try and let go of the stress. If it was important she would have left a message. You have done nothing wrong.
I've made a command decision that I am going to take a nap! My head has been unhappy and I thought I might be dehydrated, but drinking hasn't helped so drugs and closed eyes are next on my list. It is after 3 on a Friday. IF my customers have issues they should call it an early weekend. Makes sense to me at this point.
Time for another exciting two-Percocet adventure. Going at 3PM for pre-op tests, where they'll probably want me to do stuff like stand and walk, so I'm dosing up.
Gud, do you ever get pissed off at her?
Not really. I tend to get frustrated at myself for making mistakes. She's a good person so it seems like if there are problems they are probably my fault. Besides, there's not anything I can do, she needs me right now, my kids need me right now, and I don't want to blow everything up.
She's a good person so it seems like if there are problems they are probably my fault.
Good people make mistakes. Take her off her pedestal. It's better to be equals.
if there are problems they are probably my fault.
NO.
Is any marriage perfect? No. But the problems are certainly not entirely your fault. Not at all.
Gud, you are a good person, and your wife should be a supportive partner who doesn't make you feel anxious and stressed.