Well, my parents have air conditioning but it's set in the mid 80s for my dad's benefit, so I can break a sweat while lying down when I'm staying there. And I'd left the thermostat in my apartment at 79° since yesterday morning, so showering and dressing before work provided no relief.

At least the cats seem to be fine with the warmer overnight temperature.

I can't believe you've been in Denver for 7 years.

Me neither. 7 years, 2 months, and 4 days to be exact. This is also when I have to pinch myself over having one kid completely out of college, one in college, and I own a house. When did all that happen?

IT has pretty much given up on my computer and is now seeing about transferring my hard drive from this machine into another machine. Crazy!

Meanwhile I am hella frustrated--I've been super overworked the past few months, to the point where even though I'm working way over 100%, I still can't get everything done.

This is me, too, meara. I'm sorry you're going through it, too. ::fist bump::

What everyone else said. About everything. I'm out of spoons.

Took Lucky to the vet yesterday. They did a full CBC. It's either hyperthyroidism or kidney disease. The vet is supposed to call me back today. She's 15, she's older, but she's also one of the last links I have to Rob. I'm not sure I'm ready for this.

And the local BLM groups are becoming more vocal in my area. One of my good friends is the director of communications for a community action group. She just texted me that they've blocked a few white allies because they "don't understand the narrow prescribed role for whites in this movement... we don't need anyone but strong black people." I'm trying really hard to understand how this is going to make anything better. I cannot fathom what their lives are as POC, and I can only try to support them in whatever way they need support, but I'm struggling with this. I understand they're angry, but how is alienating people who want to help helpful?

To people who color in those neat grown-up coloring books--do you use Crayons or pencils? If you use pencils, what are good pencils?

Oh, BLM is Black Lives Matter, not Bureau of Land Management. Land management gets a bit more traction in Utah, unfortunately, than black lives, which is why my mind went there first.

Me too - I always have to stop and check WHICH BLM is the subject.

do you use Crayons or pencils?

I use pencils - I have a Crayola pencil set that has something like 24 colors? I like it. I'd love a fancier set, but they work fine.

I'm taking next week off and I think I should dedicate one day to just coloring.

I've tried pencils, but they never seem to get the depth of color I want. In the past I've done better with watercolors.

I'm trying really hard to not be tone deaf, and I feel like I'm failing.

Oh, BLM is Black Lives Matter, not Bureau of Land Management.

I'm working on something for the Bureau of Land Management right now, and I have to be super careful when I'm multi-tasking.