Such pretty hair.
It's going to hit me hardest in a few weeks, or months, and repeatedly, when I've gotten used to her absence and "accepted" it. I'm going to be excited for the SPN season finale and can't *wait* to hear what ita thinks. I'm going to see a drawing and can't wait to ask if she's seen it. I'm going to find a photo of some handsome devil in glasses, or a skirt, and do the html to send it to ita--
The pit traps are there. Even "acceptance" won't let us avoid them all.