I'm so sorry, Maria. I'm glad you and your guy have each other to help get through today and tonight.
Wash: Don't fall asleep now. Sleepiness is weakness of character. Ask anyone. You're acting captain. Know what happens you fall asleep now? Zoe: Jayne slits my throat, and takes over. Wash: That's right. Zoe: And we can't stop it.
'Shindig'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
lisah - Jan 13, 2015 5:37:29 pm PST #14851 of 30000
Punishingly Intricate
Steph L. - Jan 13, 2015 5:37:32 pm PST #14852 of 30000
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Maria, that's too much. But bless him (and his family, since they're the ones who have to agree) for donating his organs.
Ginger - Jan 13, 2015 5:37:52 pm PST #14853 of 30000
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
Could it be an imaginary story? That would be great.
Amy - Jan 13, 2015 5:38:44 pm PST #14854 of 30000
Because books.
I'm so sorry, Maria. It's so unfair.
Our trivia team name was "The Firefly universe has lost a moon." I broke into tears periodically.
Oh, Ginger.
Cass - Jan 13, 2015 5:40:06 pm PST #14855 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Maria, I am so sorry.
My daughter just said "wow she had a lot of people who loved her". She truly did.
She does.
askye, your post was lovely. And well said.
sarameg - Jan 13, 2015 5:41:08 pm PST #14856 of 30000
I'm sorry, Maria.
I forgot to eat today. That's probably... not helpful. I thought I was doing borderline functioning, powering through. Even swam ok. And now I'm mad at myself for not being and now even mentioning it because it isn't about me and I don't want to be here doing this.I'm just mad. And want to hide, but all my hiding places are filled with the thing I want to hide from.
Cass - Jan 13, 2015 5:42:21 pm PST #14857 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
Well, maybe it is, but...not...not ita. It's like Superman dying. It's not real, right? It's a gimmick, it's marketing, it's just to spark our interest again...
I'm waiting for the retcon.
brenda m - Jan 13, 2015 5:45:58 pm PST #14858 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
MM, you are so right.
Oh Maria. I'm so sorry.
I live and rely on us all so much. My sister wants you all to know you are in her thoughts.
Cass - Jan 13, 2015 5:46:14 pm PST #14859 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
I forgot to eat today. That's probably... not helpful.
My boss looked stricken and gave me her muffin while trying to make me leave immediately when I admitted what happened. The muffin helped. Eat something, if you can.
billytea - Jan 13, 2015 5:53:02 pm PST #14860 of 30000
You were a wrong baby who grew up wrong. The wrong kind of wrong. It's better you hear it from a friend.
The "house that ita built" made me cry. It's perfect.
Yeah. In the Muslim conception of creation, God doesn't just build the universe and leave it to run. Every moment requires an ongoing, conscious act of creation to sustain it. I felt much the same way about ita and the Phoenix board. I mean, the board is here, and still running; but she was such a constant and prolific presence here, she felt like the board's sustaining spirit.