I'm sorry, Maria.
I forgot to eat today. That's probably... not helpful. I thought I was doing borderline functioning, powering through. Even swam ok. And now I'm mad at myself for not being and now even mentioning it because it isn't about me and I don't want to be here doing this.I'm just mad. And want to hide, but all my hiding places are filled with the thing I want to hide from.
Well, maybe it is, but...not...not ita. It's like Superman dying. It's not real, right? It's a gimmick, it's marketing, it's just to spark our interest again...
I'm waiting for the retcon.
MM, you are so right.
Oh Maria. I'm so sorry.
I live and rely on us all so much. My sister wants you all to know you are in her thoughts.
I forgot to eat today. That's probably... not helpful.
My boss looked stricken and gave me her muffin while trying to make me leave immediately when I admitted what happened. The muffin helped. Eat something, if you can.
The "house that ita built" made me cry. It's perfect.
Yeah. In the Muslim conception of creation, God doesn't just build the universe and leave it to run. Every moment requires an ongoing, conscious act of creation to sustain it. I felt much the same way about ita and the Phoenix board. I mean, the board is here, and still running; but she was such a constant and prolific presence here, she felt like the board's sustaining spirit.
Oh Maria, I am so sorry! Much love and many hugs for you both. (Well, you can pass on the ones to him from me, okay?) I truly believe that organ donors are superheroes, and they leave a gift that's selfless and amazing.
Maria, extra peace and love to you and your BF. Also more love and peace to Joe and all who love your grandmother.
Jesus Christ, MM I am so sorry. This month is on my shit list.
Thank you all. It's just surviving at this point.
And I'm sorry for you, Maria.
It never rains but it pours, eh?
Now...WHO PUT THE FUCKING SEWER IN THE SKY? I'ma kick some "heavenly" civil engineer's ASS all the way to FuckYouton.
Maria, Joe, I'm so sorry.