Every non-ita FB post on my feed has really thrown me.
me xbillion.
So this is what it feels like to not be able to even. Because I haven't been able to even all day. So yeah, I can't even.
Yes.
Angel: I can stay in town as long as you want me. Buffy: How's forever? Does forever work for you?
'Lies My Parents Told Me'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
esse - Jan 13, 2015 3:04:30 pm PST #14797 of 30000
S to the A -- using they/them pronouns!
Miracleman - Jan 13, 2015 3:05:21 pm PST #14798 of 30000
No, I don't think I will - me, quoting Captain Steve Rogers, to all of 2020
Yeah, my job was just a...irritating distraction today.
"I'm going to the airport."
"Do I give a fuck? No. No, I don't. Because somebody awesome is dead and you're not. Either awesome or dead."
I did not get many tips today.
Theodosia - Jan 13, 2015 3:07:11 pm PST #14799 of 30000
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"
I had to apologize to passengers today for being distracted, and nearly missing turns. It was good to have something absorbing to work on, and people who had no connection to my grief.
Steph L. - Jan 13, 2015 3:08:29 pm PST #14800 of 30000
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Joe, I like your tagline.
Volans - Jan 13, 2015 3:09:18 pm PST #14801 of 30000
move out and draw fire
"Because somebody awesome is dead and you're not. Either awesome or dead."
THIS.
Zenkitty - Jan 13, 2015 3:23:19 pm PST #14802 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
I just talked to my sister. Weirdly, she just found out today that one of her long-distance friends died suddenly a couple days ago. So we commiserated for a while. It was good, to be able to do that; it's always been hard to share emotional stuff with my sister. If she can't relate, she... just can't relate.
And now I'm just tired. I'd go on to bed, but I can't relax yet.
all I could think was, "How can you guys even care about this? This is so unimportant."
Lately I've been feeling like I needed to realign my life's priorities. There are a lot of signs along the road that say, focus on what matters. Most people don't see them. ita did. She wasn't one of those people who left undone the things she really wanted to do while she focused on things she "should" do; when she wanted to do something, it seems she just went and did it, to the best of her ability. She didn't put the special things on a list for someday. Someday was now. She didn't leave the world wishing she'd got around to taking those krav classes, or taking up drawing, or wondering what she would've looked like in a tie or a pink gingham dress or a really short blond haircut, or trying to get up the courage to move to LA. She did it. That's what I want to bring into my life from today, from my memory of ita. There's no someday. Someday is now.
And I'm crying again. Okay.
shrift - Jan 13, 2015 3:23:29 pm PST #14803 of 30000
"You can't put a price on the joy of not giving a shit." -Zenkitty
MM and I are Buff-diving and periodically laughing and crying.
Oh, I need to update that. Because I just bet you there are some gems from ita in the COMM thread that I've never seen because I wasn't always in the same threads.
-t - Jan 13, 2015 3:25:36 pm PST #14804 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
so scrolling through the board is just making me cry a lot but I can't stop because I need it - and all of you - so much right now.
Me too.
So this is what it feels like to not be able to even. Because I haven't been able to even all day. So yeah, I can't even.
Yes.
I have been hitting my backlog of Good Stuff Happened Today pretty hard. Which also sometimes makes me cry a lot, but, you know.
esse - Jan 13, 2015 3:45:04 pm PST #14805 of 30000
S to the A -- using they/them pronouns!
Oh, Buff-diving, I had totally forgotten about that. So amazing. I would lose house just refreshing over and over.
Atropa - Jan 13, 2015 3:45:55 pm PST #14806 of 30000
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
I'll join the chorus of people comforted by her being online.
Add me to that list.
So this is what it feels like to not be able to even. Because I haven't been able to even all day. So yeah, I can't even.
I figure tonight will be a lot of Tumblr browsing, because distraction.