so scrolling through the board is just making me cry a lot but I can't stop because I need it - and all of you - so much right now.

Me too.

So this is what it feels like to not be able to even. Because I haven't been able to even all day. So yeah, I can't even.

Yes.

I have been hitting my backlog of Good Stuff Happened Today pretty hard. Which also sometimes makes me cry a lot, but, you know.

Oh, Buff-diving, I had totally forgotten about that. So amazing. I would lose house just refreshing over and over.

I'll join the chorus of people comforted by her being online.

Add me to that list.

So this is what it feels like to not be able to even. Because I haven't been able to even all day. So yeah, I can't even.

I figure tonight will be a lot of Tumblr browsing, because distraction.

Buff-diving link? I lost it when my old laptop died.

I made us order Appleton rum cake at dessert tonight. It was awful, I'll need to make my own. But seeing it on the menu and ordering felt like something.

brenda - [link]

I am home but wanted to read through the thread before I posted. Thank you everyone for your kind words. It has been a rough day. It was an even rougher night. Thank God for Paula and Allyson and Kristen and Kat and Lori. Seriously. I just was so wishing this day wouldn't come.

I just was so wishing this day wouldn't come.

I'm so sorry it did.

{{Burrell}} {{Buffistas}}

I have been refreshing all day and I am just numb.

I emailed Dani in Winnipeg and I already told the Atlantic Canadian contingent this AM.

have been hitting my backlog of Good Stuff Happened Today pretty hard. Which also sometimes makes me cry a lot, but, you know.

In the middle of everything today, and the handful of jarring non-ita posts, this popped up from one of the rescue orgs I work with [link]

It has nothing to do with anything except my first smile all day, and the fact that it is possible to come back from godawful pain.

It made me feel good. There was never anything I could do to ease ita's pain. But this guy we could help.