Oh, Nilly, love. That is so beautifully said. And I'm raging and crying at the reason you are saying it.
Nice acronym, Mom!
Buffy ,'Showtime'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
JZ - Jan 13, 2015 4:50:20 am PST #14451 of 30000
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Nilly - Jan 13, 2015 4:52:36 am PST #14452 of 30000
Swouncing
And I have to, I keep repeating to myself, that she's in a place where there's no pain nor fear right now.
I believe this in all my heart, and I repeat this over and over to myself.
Alibelle - Jan 13, 2015 4:55:20 am PST #14453 of 30000
Apart from sports, "my secret favorite thing on earth is ketchup. I will put ketchup on anything. But it has to be Heinz." - my husband, Michael Vartan
This sucks.
Zenkitty - Jan 13, 2015 4:59:47 am PST #14454 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
oh, no. oh, ita. amazing ita is gone. I can't stop crying for her, and for all of us without her.
When I saw Hec's notice, my heart dropped. I always knew one day I'd come to the board and find one of us was gone, but I didn't think it would happen so soon, and I never thought it would be her.
Steph L. - Jan 13, 2015 5:06:07 am PST #14455 of 30000
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
I slept late today, so I just heard. And I really have no words, just tears. And I lit a candle for my beautiful friend.
Strix - Jan 13, 2015 5:12:13 am PST #14456 of 30000
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
I can't stop crying. And random thought, has anyone told Colin Ferg?
I want to go and punch every medical professional who didn't believe her or held her in the face. This bring back bad memories of finding my friend Cori dead in her apt of insulin shock. I was the last person to see her alive and offered to get her insulin, but her parents were coming down in two days with insulin. A Two days later, we broke down her door. Useless.
I can't parse this.
Liese S. - Jan 13, 2015 5:13:26 am PST #14457 of 30000
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Oh, no.
Strix - Jan 13, 2015 5:13:48 am PST #14458 of 30000
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
When I saw Hec's notice, my heart dropped. I always knew one day I'd come to the board and find one of us was gone, but I didn't think it would happen so soon, and I never thought it would be her.
Zen, yes. Exacctly.
Nilly - Jan 13, 2015 5:16:31 am PST #14459 of 30000
Swouncing
I'm trying to track down old e-mail addresses of Buffistas who don't - or only rarely - post here anymore. I'm sure they'd want to know, right?
I wish there were any way I could help the LAistas. I wish there were any way I could do anything, anything at all, to ease some of this.
I can't believe this wonderful person, my wonderful friend, is gone.
[Edit: for somebody I've met only briefly, a decade ago, she was so amazing, that she was still able to play a big role in my life. She was in my prayers every single day. ]
beth b - Jan 13, 2015 5:18:23 am PST #14460 of 30000
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
For those that were close to her..I'm so sorry. I have tears streaming down my face.
It is hard to say more...