Buffy ,'Never Leave Me'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I know I'm not Tim's responsibility and he is really busy at work, but I'm hurt that he couldn't be bothered to respond to a legit expression of extreme distress, not even with a stupid less than 3. I wasn't bummed that we were out of milk; I was hyperventilating and couldn't stop.
But whatever. At least I know not to bring my crap up with him now. Hey, it spares me the humiliation in front of my husband.
it's that you love us. we know. we love you more.
because you make awesome apple tarts and are sassy.
Teppy, he didn't respond this once--but you have a lifetime with him and I promise you that he can AND WILL WANT TO learn how to respond to your distress. Thisis not a referendum on your whole life. This is a HORRIBLE day, and it will pass as they all do.
I think it's better not to express it. I mean, I knew that. I just forgot.
Maybe today it is. But today isn't forever, it's just today.
No, I forgot that it's all fine as long as I'm not a problem. Whatever. I should have remembered.
Breathing technique thinger: [link]
Oh, Teppy, that way lies madness. He didn't marry a perfect person; you didn't marry a perfect person either. You deal with his ADHD, which is not a picnic.
He's probably in the middle of stuff, too. But if I find out he ignored you, I'll put a footplate up his butt. Which will not make him feel like a pretty princess. "I'm babysteppin'...I'm doing the work..."--What about Bob.
We just got new dental insurance...for once, we actually "know a guy" Does not solve most immediate dental prob, but we should be in better shape for next time, so, better than nothing, right?
What, he lied when he said in sickness and in health? I doubt that very much.
I am back at the place that did the whole "you are awful for doing X" and I was so freaked out and then my boss was like "ok, you did X, and...? Oh, they didn't like it. Yeah, ok, don't do it". Unfortunately they keep fucking up and making my job impossible. It's driving me nuts. They can't get anything done while I'm here, but if they do it on their own they fuck it up. Again and again and again. Aaaagh.