Why couldn't you be dealing drugs like normal people?

Snyder ,'Empty Places'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


WindSparrow - Sep 05, 2016 2:57:28 pm PDT #26212 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Hil, I hope you got some quality relaxing in, If you could not be as productive as you had hoped.

I think I had an anxiety attck earlier. Crying and screaming, out of control, so overwhelmed with all I wanted to get done and terrified I couldn't do it.


sj - Sep 05, 2016 3:19:52 pm PDT #26213 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

We had a busy, mostly fun, somewhat productive, weekend. I'm exhausted, but in a good way. ltc is walking like crazy, and is becoming even more fiercely independent.

I've been reading and nodding along. ~ma and hugs to all who need them.


beth b - Sep 05, 2016 3:23:57 pm PDT #26214 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

I'm sorry windsparrow. I hope things are better


sj - Sep 05, 2016 3:25:43 pm PDT #26215 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

{{{WS}}} that definitely sounds like an anxiety attack. Sending soothing thoughts your way.


WindSparrow - Sep 05, 2016 7:49:54 pm PDT #26216 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Thanks, people. I'm in better shape now, but it feels like I don't dare think about the topics I was so anxious over.


Hil R. - Sep 05, 2016 11:21:03 pm PDT #26217 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

I can't sleep. Ankle hurting too much. I rested it most of the day, then I thought it was feeling better enough to go to a movie and walk around a bit, but I guess not.


sj - Sep 06, 2016 4:57:10 am PDT #26218 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I'm sorry, Hil. I didn't sleep much either. It rained here, which we desperately need. So, I guess I shouldn't complain, but I was in pain and couldn't sleep because of it.


beekaytee - Sep 06, 2016 5:18:40 am PDT #26219 of 30002
Compassionately intolerant

Big, virtual hug, Andi. And every struggling with internal and external stuff.

Much love.

My current self-soother of choice is Gilmore Girls...which I've never actually seen before. So soothing...


Zenkitty - Sep 06, 2016 7:26:31 am PDT #26220 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

That definitely sounds like an anxiety attack, WS. I'm sorry, they suck so bad.

Hil and sj, I hope you get some relief and good sleep soon.

I had a relaxing if non-productive weekend, and now back at work the anxiety is creeping up on me again. Too much work, not enough time.


sj - Sep 06, 2016 7:57:23 am PDT #26221 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Eh, I've given up on good sleep. I just don't sleep.

It's amazing how much I can get done when I don't put the TV on. I just cleaned out and reorganized the entire pantry. I threw away a small bag of things that were old, and now o can see where everything goes, which hopefully means throwing out less stuff in the future.