Ugh. I ordered dinner, and I ordered mango juice with it. I'm pretty sure they gave me mango-pineapple juice. I'm allergic to pineapple. It's not a severe allergy or anything -- the most that will happen is my lips and mouth get itchy and swollen -- but still. Ugh.
Can't even shout, Can't even cry. The Gentlemen are coming by. Looking in windows, knocking on doors. They need to take seven, and they might take yours. Can't call to mom, can't say a word. You're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard.
Dream Girl ,'Bring On The Night'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
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Hil R. - Sep 04, 2016 1:40:22 pm PDT #26210 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
Hil R. - Sep 05, 2016 5:15:37 am PDT #26211 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
I really should go to campus today so that I can be at the computer where I can record videos for my online class, but my ankle is hurting a lot, and going to campus means having to walk across campus from the garage to my office. Plus, driving, which isn't really great for my ankle, either.
WindSparrow - Sep 05, 2016 2:57:28 pm PDT #26212 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Hil, I hope you got some quality relaxing in, If you could not be as productive as you had hoped.
I think I had an anxiety attck earlier. Crying and screaming, out of control, so overwhelmed with all I wanted to get done and terrified I couldn't do it.
sj - Sep 05, 2016 3:19:52 pm PDT #26213 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
We had a busy, mostly fun, somewhat productive, weekend. I'm exhausted, but in a good way. ltc is walking like crazy, and is becoming even more fiercely independent.
I've been reading and nodding along. ~ma and hugs to all who need them.
beth b - Sep 05, 2016 3:23:57 pm PDT #26214 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
I'm sorry windsparrow. I hope things are better
sj - Sep 05, 2016 3:25:43 pm PDT #26215 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
{{{WS}}} that definitely sounds like an anxiety attack. Sending soothing thoughts your way.
WindSparrow - Sep 05, 2016 7:49:54 pm PDT #26216 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Thanks, people. I'm in better shape now, but it feels like I don't dare think about the topics I was so anxious over.
Hil R. - Sep 05, 2016 11:21:03 pm PDT #26217 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
I can't sleep. Ankle hurting too much. I rested it most of the day, then I thought it was feeling better enough to go to a movie and walk around a bit, but I guess not.
sj - Sep 06, 2016 4:57:10 am PDT #26218 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
I'm sorry, Hil. I didn't sleep much either. It rained here, which we desperately need. So, I guess I shouldn't complain, but I was in pain and couldn't sleep because of it.
beekaytee - Sep 06, 2016 5:18:40 am PDT #26219 of 30002
Compassionately intolerant
Big, virtual hug, Andi. And every struggling with internal and external stuff.
Much love.
My current self-soother of choice is Gilmore Girls...which I've never actually seen before. So soothing...