askye, yes. We froze all of the lemon chicken, lots of rolls, and some of the pizza and spinach pies. We even froze some birthday cake. We mostly have things left that won't freeze well. Some baked ziti, pasta marinara, crackers, hummus, baba ganoush, lentil salad, etc. Oh, and I didn't freeze Papa's eggplant parm because nom nom nom.

Okay, I'm posting this here to be accountable: I am going to look for and actually contact potential therapists today. (I don't remember if I said that the one I found was not taking new patients, but she isn't, and then I fell down on the job looking further.)

Steph good luck also it was easier for me to use email. I felt like it was some kind of cop out but it was less stressful .

Yeah, I emailed the first one. That was handy.

askye, if you have reason to believe that Penny has not been able to pass urine, I would say it is urgent that she get to the vet. Even if she is peeing, but just not in the litter box, well, the first step to unraveling inappropriate urination problems is a trip to the veterinarian, anyway. If she is truly blocked up OR so dehydrated that she simply has nothing in her bladder, she needs veterinary attention sooner rather than later.

I set up all my appointment with my therapist, including the initial, via email. So much less stressful.

I have the first appointment with the new therapist tomorrow. I guess I should make a list of things today.

sending out the ma~~~~ Sounds like it is a little rough out there.

I've been debating for the past 3 hours whether or not to take 1/2 an Ativan. I'm not having a panic attack, but I also can't get my anxiety to calm the fuck down. I just worry that taking an Ativan will make me too sleepy to work, and I have a deadline I have to meet.

are you able to work now? Keep working, but take one a little later?