askye, if you have reason to believe that Penny has not been able to pass urine, I would say it is urgent that she get to the vet. Even if she is peeing, but just not in the litter box, well, the first step to unraveling inappropriate urination problems is a trip to the veterinarian, anyway. If she is truly blocked up OR so dehydrated that she simply has nothing in her bladder, she needs veterinary attention sooner rather than later.

I set up all my appointment with my therapist, including the initial, via email. So much less stressful.

I have the first appointment with the new therapist tomorrow. I guess I should make a list of things today.

sending out the ma~~~~ Sounds like it is a little rough out there.

I've been debating for the past 3 hours whether or not to take 1/2 an Ativan. I'm not having a panic attack, but I also can't get my anxiety to calm the fuck down. I just worry that taking an Ativan will make me too sleepy to work, and I have a deadline I have to meet.

are you able to work now? Keep working, but take one a little later?

Can you cut it in half and take half now and half later?

Penny used the litter box before I took her to the vet. But the vet is keeping her to see if she will gI've them a sample. They were nice.they didn't make me feel bad. And they addressed her weight when I brought it up and gave some sound ideas.

Mom's cat has been more aggressive toward Penny so it could be behavioral.

I almost feel like I could call and make my won Dr's appointment

are you able to work now?

I am working, but anxious as hell and super distracted because of it.

Keep working, but take one a little later?

This is a long article, and I'll be working on it all day.

I guess the question is, if you're already distracted because of the anxiety, would it be any worse to be a little sleepy?

I was thinking maybe half would help take the edge off but nit make you too sleepy.