This is one of the few times I've wanted to watch CSPAN but I only have cell service. I'll live viacously through FB postings.

And Alexander seriously you aired your dirty laundry about your mistress, shamed your wife and thought Angelica's would understand you? Fool.

I love the way the show shows the bond between the sisters.

Lots of ~ma for your sister, smonster. You have so much in your plate, and I know your heart aches for your sister.

beth, the waiting game is not easy. We hold our pets' lives in our ... I would say hands, but it's really our hearts where we hold them. ~ma for Jonathan.

Ran across this a couple days ago and thought of what's happened here. Also a story from Allyson's book. sigh ....

Whoa, yeah.

I've just got one more day of teaching for this summer, then it looks like I'll be volunteering for the next couple months. So far, I signed up to register voters at Pride, and I'm almost done getting certified and background-checked to help resettle refugees.

No ac . No word from the guy. Don't know when or if he'll come. I can go stay at my aunts which is okay for a night but not what I wanted for this trip.

All I want to know is of he'll come tomorrow to fix it or if not when. Of the answer is Monday I'm saying fuck it and going home.

My attempt to have a restful time to myself is ruined. I can't even have tonight because dad has to wait here to see if the guy will come so he can pay him. If he says tomorrow it's the same song and dance.

The AC guy called at 630 this morning..well he called dad saying he'd be here a d 11 hours later no word.

On top of that something weird is going on with a toenail and I tried to to the walk in care but they were out if appointments, seemed confused by me being out of state, and this other employee came around while I was trying to explain why I was fighting back tears and I lost it and yelled at them for being useless and left.

Which was horrible but there is the heaat, the waiting for the phone call, I can't feel comfortable because dad is doing chores and moving around and I just wanted time alone. And I didn't get that and even if this guy says ph yeah I'll be there tomorrow there its not a sure thing based on today AND it's another day of dad killing time until he shows up.

Mostly I want to blast the Hamilton soundtrack but I don't think Dad will like it.

{{{askye}}}

Ugh. I just got home after going out for two hours and ltc didn't nap while I was gone because she wouldn't stop crying. I came in put the ceiling fan on in her room and she went right out, but she should have napped an hour and a half ago. No one called me to tell me she wasn't sleeping. I hate this feeling that I can't go anywhere because no one will do things "right" while I'm gone.

ltc is finally asleep for the night.

I'm feeling both really lonely and really antisocial right now. I'm not sure what the solution is for that. Or if there is a solution.