Yeah, too many creeps, indeed.

I think I found the last non-creepy guy on OKCUPID 7 years ago. Though I did have to suffer through a ton of "Shoe me yer titz" and "U look DTF."

Yikes. I think I am grateful I last dated prior to personal computers.

One of my girlfriends has been seeing a guy for a couple of years that she met on OKCupid, but she's about the only one I know of. I've never been brave enough to wade into that particular pond.

Completely by accident, I paid off my credit card! (I mean it wasn't like I was all, "Who can keep track of my piles of money?" -- it was more that I knew I was close-ish, but not sure exactly how close, and when it turned out to be $160 away, I went ahead and did it even though my APR is 0.0% right now. I figured why hang on to debt when the APR could pop back up.)

And, of course, this is in time to get 2 crowns on my chalk-like teeth. (One of the many things I miss about Ginger is her commiseration about crappy teeth and getting dealt a bad hand genetically when it comes to the ol' choppers.) And I *really* ought to buy a new laptop.

But still, right now, I will take the damn win.

Yeah, a while ago, I met a guy on OK Cupid that I dated for a while. And I've met a few other guys there that didn't really turn into anything, but they were nice. This time, I've got a bunch of guys from India and Pakistan sending me messages about my breasts. I blocked them, and removed one of my pictures. (I hadn't thought that picture was particularly boob-ish -- I'm wearing a tank top, and it's clear that I have breasts, but it would be clear that I have breasts if I wore anything other than a burka.) And I really like my smile in that picture -- it's one of the few photos of me smiling where I don't look like I'm plotting to kill someone -- but whatever. Maybe I'll crop it or something.

I'm also trying JDate, but so far, none of the guys that I've messaged there have responded. And one guy that I messaged on OK Cupid responded with, "Wow, it's really brave for a girl to message someone on here!" which is starting to make me feel like I'm just doing this whole thing wrong.

I don't understand why people on OK Cupid send messages to people who live on the other side of the globe. Like, what do they expect to get out of that?

I don't know it's weird.

YAY for paying off credit card.

My birthday is Thursday and I'm half way through finishing a job application. Part time. I need to get my start and end dates from my last job and look on my old computer for my resume.

I really need to dropbox that.

My birthday is on Thursday and I'm only having mild anxiety about applying for part time stocking position. Which I guess is progress. It's jsut something that a I don't know, a teenager shouuld be doing not a middle aged woman. WHich I guess I am at this point.

Although last week at therapy I stuck around and made a.. guess it's an art journal page.

"Their intentions are not your goals." And then later I was like "it should be expectations" but it works. I just have to remember it and try to embrace that.