Sorry Fred. Hugs to you and Hubs.
Jayne ,'Jaynestown'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I am self caring. My nephew is over here. I feel if u were "good" I'd entertain him because he's been here since 9:30. I did for awhile and begged off for a nap. Which isn't happening because he's exited about something and his voice carries anyway.
I am watchiing Winter Soldier for the second tim e today
I think I have some sort of hormonal shift that is making feel all ragey and Fuck everyone. I'm trying to stay awy from Facebook before I say something and I had to step away and not play with Evander because I had ZERO patience for him and he was just being a kid but I wasn't reacting to it that way.
I'm supposed to go to a luncheon today for the library volunteers, and I'm just not sure I can handle it. It's very damp here, and my pain level is high, which is making me very anxious. I'll probably regret it if I don't go, but I may regret it if I do go and I'm an anxious mess.
If you go, do you have to stay the whole time? Maybe go and allot yourself a certain time window and if you feel anxious you can leave. You have a baby to care for, I'd certainly understand if you were out with me.
I can't get ltc in and out of the car by myself. So a friend is coming by to help me with that. So, yeah I'm stuck there until my friend leaves and follows me home to get ltc back in the house for me.
It's probably one of the reasons I'm anxious. I hate asking for help and I worry people are going to think I'm an unfit mother. ltc fell asleep in my arms instead of in the crib. Now I'm waiting to see if I can get her to sleep in the crib a little longer so that I can shower. I'll see how I feel after I get out of the shower.
Can your friend babysit ltc at your house while you're at the event? That way you can slip in and out.
No. She is running it. I'm showered and dressed. The baby's diaper bag is packed. Her food bag is packed. I just have to get her up from her nap and dress her. I can do this.