I don't fancy spending the next month trying to get librarian out of the carpet.

Spike ,'Chosen'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


sj - Sep 19, 2015 12:32:31 pm PDT #21692 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Yeah, we opened an account for ltc today, and I endorsed the check. So, it wasn't a problem; it just struck me as strange.


erikaj - Sep 19, 2015 5:45:07 pm PDT #21693 of 30002
Always Anti-fascist!

Yeah, stepmonster is legit all over the map(hence the whole being one of the few people I really know whom I can't stand. even without that, therapy? probably wouldn't come amiss, snark aside) but yes, calling the old man phlegmatic would actually add depth and color to his emotional and mental state. And he got me-- when I'm feeling charitable I'm sort of sad for both of us about that, because every time we see each other, it's a bad date, except with sex off the table, luckily(Believe me I AM grateful about the last part, not every family can say that) Glad she's not dissasociating while I'm all "Moody wench," though. I really would feel like a terrible person if I missed something that serious.


sj - Sep 20, 2015 8:05:51 am PDT #21694 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Can I have some ~ma for my nephew this week? I just found out he is having his heart monitor replaced on Thursday.


Calli - Sep 20, 2015 2:18:48 pm PDT #21695 of 30002
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs

Heart~ma for your nephew, sj.


askye - Sep 20, 2015 5:18:54 pm PDT #21696 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

Heart~ma to your nephew sj.

I'm also really glad to hear that ltc's tests came back. I hope she gets better soon.


askye - Sep 20, 2015 5:30:44 pm PDT #21697 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

To seperate out my posts. This weekend I've been full of anxiety. I don't want to go to work. I will tomorrow but I don't know what to or to go to therapy. But I will. Thursday they are coming to work on the fuel tank. I think I don't know someone is supposed to call me Monday.

I have an appointment Thursday and if I don't get an immediate answer whatever.

My place is still messy. Not hoarders bad but embarssing messy. I tlaked to Mom on the phone and her advice was just to do as much as I can and get some boxes from work so I can start sorting things and maybe even packing up things I know I want to move but don't need. Although if I don't need it maybe I can get rid of it. I also need to get my house cleaned up so I can list some things on craiglist and not be embarrassed if they sell and people come to claim them (stuff is too cumbersome for me to want to get it in my car and then to some location).

But I think I know where some of the anxiety is coming from. I have a pimple on my chin. Like a red raised place with the pimple. I've been putting hot compresses on it hoping it will go away. It's the only type of bad breakout I get and the first time was in middle school and it was really bad and I was teased so bad about it. Not just teased but it was turned into a weapon to use against me and was the reason I got a nickname that was...well anyway I think that it being there is stirring stuff up.

Guess it's good for therapy.


Zenkitty - Sep 21, 2015 5:14:33 am PDT #21698 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

I've been morning on the bank all phone.

(A thing I totally just said. Need moar coffee)


askye - Sep 21, 2015 7:41:29 am PDT #21699 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

I sent my therapist a really long emtional email entailing who knows what . At least I thought I did.

I hadn't heard back from her so I went loking for it and it's not there, not in drafts, not in sent , no where. I don't know what happed. So I sent her another saying I cant stop crying I can't ddrive. And I'll try to send another.

This day sucks.


WindSparrow - Sep 21, 2015 8:23:25 am PDT #21700 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

I'm sorry this day is sucking so hard, askye.


sj - Sep 21, 2015 8:24:01 am PDT #21701 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I'm sorry, askye. I hope your therapist gets back to you soon.