Burrell, I'll ask my doctor if the pill form is safe. I had to give up the good ginger ale with the GD diagnosis.
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
TCG and I went to a local place for dinner, then to the pharmacy to get my new prescription and then to the market because we were out of everything. Came home and packed up a bookcased to make room for the new teacup cabinet. Tired now.
I'm sleeeepy.
Also, I'm googling the place where I have an interview tomorrow, and not so sure that I want to work there anymore. But I'll do the interview as best I can, and find out more information -- I'm not going to make a decision based on this.
I really should sleep. I need some sleep, and I can sleep as late as I want tomorrow. My brain has decided that worrying is a better idea than sleep, though.
I hate it when brains pull that shit.
I'm approaching 48 hours of not having a voice. I'm tempted to just call in mute tomorrow, although I've been trying to soldier on as best as I can.
How does one call in mute? Type-to-talk? Laryngitis dilemmas ...
I got another interview, at a place where I think I'd really enjoy working. Keeping my fingers crossed.
Interview~ma, Hil!
That sounds good, Hil. Interview~ma for you!
My doctor suggested yesterday that there might be some depressive symptoms feeding into the anxiety (I got slightly indignant and said "You treated me for depression in the past -- these symptoms are NOT like that!", and he agreed, but pointed out that was HUGE life-sucking depression, but what he's seeing now is just some mild symptoms).
And despite my knee-jerk disagreement yesterday, I thought about it, and he's probably right. I can recognize a huge problem when it happens, because it derails my life, but these milder symptoms -- well, it's easy to just say "Not enough sleep," or "Too much work!" Both of which are true from time to time, but not always. The low-level symptoms have been consistent, but I just thought they were something else.
So, I'm glad I went to the doctor yesterday, and I hope the Lexapro helps (without side effects, which is a big concern for me). I have a LOT to do in the next 2 weeks, and I can't even imagine how I'm going to do it.