People being stupid on Facebook make me wanna holler. Yes, RW dude, the fact of Al Sharpton's alleged tax case(which on one hand does not surprise me, and on the other, I give less than zero fucks about) totally negates 300 hundred years of subhuman treatment...what was I thinking? White privilege and the privileges of money and fame can totally co-exist.When *I* am tired of these stupid discussions, sometimes I'm surprised that Melissa Harris-Perry doesn't have a drinking problem. But that's because tokenism is how they think about everything...finding the one of any group who will cheerfully give their rights away.(After Sanders makes up his mind, I'm getting off Facebook...too much stupid for the fun involved, too many smug married with their damn baby pictures, and the truth is, my life is nothing to document, ever. "Wow, who knew? I moved some paragraphs around again for the ninety-seventh day in a row." I really did think I'd have some news once, but it never happened.

My relationship with FB is one that requires separate vacations from time to time. I have to miss it for a while in order to appreciate it again. Although one of these times I may find a new love and never come back.

I made it to outpatient again. Saw the pic person who had some interesting suggestions for med management. Forgot to take klonopin and I can tell. As soon as I get home I'm takin some.

askye, good for you for sticking with it!

Good for you, askye.

I have bought shoes from 6pm.com. What brave new world, that has such websites in it.

I've been a bit scattered today, forgot the anti anxiety meds and could tell.

Meds manager at outpatient program changed meds, added lamitcal because she said it's very effective with lithium. Also I said I had positive repsonse to MAO Inhibitor but had issues with the diet, and I guess there's now a patch with effective dose but dont' have to worry about diet.

She also said the shrink Dr. C (who I hated) should retire/quit/not be allowed to practice. Kinda I mentioned his name and she recoiled and said normally she dosnt' say bad things BUT she made an exception.

Also got up with therapist and got paperwork fixed.

Forgot to get viatmin d supplements. Do that tomorrow.

I'm really tired but it's mostly just mental tiredness. I have a binder-y thing for therapy I left there. I hope I left it in the room and I'm sure somene will find it my name is on the inside, but I was going to read some stuff.

askye, you are doing so great! I am in awe of your ability to push through every shitty thing that's happening to you. Just wanted you to know that I'm cheering you on from down here in New Orleans.

Will someone tell me I'm not a terrible person if I cancel going to my cousin's fiancee's wedding shower this weekend. I really don't think I can deal with it, and I'm already stressed out about what I will be able to eat there.

Of course, I hardly know my cousins, but if you're not well, you're not well.