Good for you, askye.

I have bought shoes from 6pm.com. What brave new world, that has such websites in it.

I've been a bit scattered today, forgot the anti anxiety meds and could tell.

Meds manager at outpatient program changed meds, added lamitcal because she said it's very effective with lithium. Also I said I had positive repsonse to MAO Inhibitor but had issues with the diet, and I guess there's now a patch with effective dose but dont' have to worry about diet.

She also said the shrink Dr. C (who I hated) should retire/quit/not be allowed to practice. Kinda I mentioned his name and she recoiled and said normally she dosnt' say bad things BUT she made an exception.

Also got up with therapist and got paperwork fixed.

Forgot to get viatmin d supplements. Do that tomorrow.

I'm really tired but it's mostly just mental tiredness. I have a binder-y thing for therapy I left there. I hope I left it in the room and I'm sure somene will find it my name is on the inside, but I was going to read some stuff.

askye, you are doing so great! I am in awe of your ability to push through every shitty thing that's happening to you. Just wanted you to know that I'm cheering you on from down here in New Orleans.

Will someone tell me I'm not a terrible person if I cancel going to my cousin's fiancee's wedding shower this weekend. I really don't think I can deal with it, and I'm already stressed out about what I will be able to eat there.

Of course, I hardly know my cousins, but if you're not well, you're not well.

If you need to take care of yourself, that comes first.

You need to focus on taking care of yourself, sj.

And askye, so very proud of you taking care of yourself!

Thanks, I can't decide if I should call my uncle or the bride's mother.

Can someone tell me why I fill out a form with my allergies and intolerances every time I go to the doctor's office if no one consults it when prescribing medication? I just looked up the diabetic drug I was prescribed and it looks like it's a sulfa drug. Sulfa drugs have caused me gastric distress in the past. Well at least if I feel sick tonight, I'll know why.

Apparently doctors and nurses don't believe what patients tell them, they expect those lists to never match. We were always asked for Hubby's drug list, and I finally put it on my tablet so I could hand it to them. They were almost universally surprised that someone would think to do that, and every time they asked "Is this accurate?" Maybe it's habit, maybe it's been drummed into them that a lawsuit could hinge on them not repeatedly asking about it. But yes, it's damned annoying to give them this information and have it be ignored.