One thing that dawned on me re: situations I dread is that I'm remembering how much I hated those situations right after Hubby died. I have since mastered those situations, but I'm still fearing the remembered fear, so I fear the situations. That may seem obvious to people who have better mental health, but I found it epiphanous.
Lydia: Its removal from Burma is a felony and when triggered it has the power to melt human eyeballs.
Giles: In that case I've severely underpriced it.
'Potential'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Connie Neil - Mar 30, 2015 12:14:48 pm PDT #18321 of 30002
brillig
erin_obscure - Mar 30, 2015 12:27:03 pm PDT #18322 of 30002
Occasionally I’m callous and strange
Jumping 500 msgs to ask for advice on therapy. I know I need to be going to a therapist (depression and chronic pain and a touch of ptsd) but i've had terrible experiences in the past with "talk therapy." I don't like *talking* about depression because then i go into that black hole of suck. As a result my PCP regulated my brain drugs and that's usually enuf...but for the next couple months I have a special deal with my insurance where all office visits (including mental health) are 100% covered, no copay...so this seems like an excellent time to try it out. But i'm totally overwhelmed but all the different kinds of therapists out there!
It's like dating, but worse, because i don't know which key phrases to be searching for in the provider lists. I know I don't want talk therapy, i have to DO something, but not sure how that translates into therapist-speak. Any suggestions?
WindSparrow - Mar 30, 2015 1:48:04 pm PDT #18323 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
erin_o, maybe look for someone who specializes in short-term behavioral or cognitive-behavioral modes of therapy. Little less navel-gazing, little more strategies for action to make improvements in your life.
SailAweigh - Mar 30, 2015 2:09:28 pm PDT #18324 of 30002
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
I'm working with an anxiety therapist using cognitive behavioral therapy. I've got a workbook that we're slowly going through identifying what my triggers are and ways to defuse them. It does involve some talking, but mainly to discuss why something affects me and what strategies I can use to diminish/dismiss them. It's great to have someone completely non-judgmental listen to you and then redirect you to the work, rather than the thoughts.
Connie Neil - Mar 30, 2015 2:27:31 pm PDT #18325 of 30002
brillig
Now that my eye surgery is done, I should look into therapy stuff.
askye - Mar 30, 2015 3:10:13 pm PDT #18326 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I'd look at types of therapy. So the outpatient program I'm starting is DBT therapy and I know that's been helpful for many people and several Buffistas.
The therapist I'm seeing does Internal Family Systems which is a new type of therapy and I like. It's talking but talking with a point - not exactly trying to identify the exact cause for a problem -but identifying "parts" that are in pain and working to where they aren't in pain.
WindSparrow - Mar 30, 2015 3:12:36 pm PDT #18327 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
askye, I can see how both approaches could be useful to you. I hope you get lots of good out of it.
sj - Mar 30, 2015 4:00:45 pm PDT #18328 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
erin, seconding what others have said, look up CBT and DBT and see if either of those are things that might interest you, and you can usually call your insurance carrier and ask them to give you names of those therapists that specialize in either of those. Best of luck to you.
Hil R. - Mar 30, 2015 4:14:16 pm PDT #18329 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
Can't sleep. Coughing/wheezing too much.
sj - Mar 30, 2015 4:23:07 pm PDT #18330 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Hil, I'm sorry. You have been dealing with this for way too long.