Hon, if you you'd like me to come with you to the hospital, drop by and pick me up. Or you can come over and plant peas on the balcony.

(IOW, you have a localista now! Take advantage of me!)

Thanks, flea! It's not that I mind going to the hospital by myself (though I would rather plant peas than go to a hospital -- I hate them); I just...don't like being left to deal with this alone.

And if I had asked Tim to stay, I would totally have felt guilty. So it is kind of a no-win situation, and I get that.

And now I really have to get out of here, since I needed to leave half an hour ago. Bah. It's a nice day and I planned to walk the dog. Well, there should still be sunlight when I get home.

Teppy, one of these days we can have a conversation about the contradictory thoughts I had every time S went into the hospital again.

You are not feeling anything worth beating yourself up over.

Teppy, one of these days we can have a conversation about the contradictory thoughts I had every time S went into the hospital again.

Honest to God, when Hubby gives me that look and says, "I think it's time for the ER," my second thought is "God dammit, again!?" and not in the "please god help me" sense. The worry pathways get worn out, and anger isn't that far below.

But there's shit-all you can do about it except deal.

of course it is completely normal to have contradicery feelings

Nice to hear about the quality sister visit time, Zen. I miss sewing. I need to get back to it.

I hope the hospital visit yields some answers to your questions, Teppy.

All of those things are true, and I fully acknowledge them, and yet I'm still annoyed. I'm allowed to feel those contradictory things, right?

Yes. Oh yes, you are allowed the contradictory feelings.

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What everyone else said, Teppy. Hope you are getting some answers at the hospital.

I'm feeling weirdly lightheaded, and was swaying in the shower. Not sure what that's about. I've had breakfast and lunch, I shouldn't be hungover and have had plenty of water today, I took a nap, I've taken my meds... don't know what's going on, but Do Not Want. I have errands to run and a show to go to!

Yikes, smonster that does not sound good.

I am feeling good but I am still in the hospital w/a saline drip and a potassium drip.

I thought I was going to get an mri tonight or tomorrow but the clip from yesterday's coloniscopy may prevent that.

Ultrasound: The cyst is complex so my internist asked for dome sort of tumor blood test to be run. My surgeon said I'd have to go see a gynecologist to get a better read on the ultrasound.

Good news: I can eat solid food.