Teppy, one of these days we can have a conversation about the contradictory thoughts I had every time S went into the hospital again.
You are not feeling anything worth beating yourself up over.
Every nightmare I have that doesn't revolve around academic failure or public nudity is about that thing. In fact, once I dreamt that it attacked me while I was late for a test and naked.
Willow ,'The Killer In Me'
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Sean K - Mar 11, 2012 8:51:33 am PDT #9490 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
Connie Neil - Mar 11, 2012 9:04:08 am PDT #9491 of 30001
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Teppy, one of these days we can have a conversation about the contradictory thoughts I had every time S went into the hospital again.
Honest to God, when Hubby gives me that look and says, "I think it's time for the ER," my second thought is "God dammit, again!?" and not in the "please god help me" sense. The worry pathways get worn out, and anger isn't that far below.
But there's shit-all you can do about it except deal.
beth b - Mar 11, 2012 9:36:11 am PDT #9492 of 30001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
of course it is completely normal to have contradicery feelings
Laura - Mar 11, 2012 9:53:46 am PDT #9493 of 30001
Our wings are not tired.
Nice to hear about the quality sister visit time, Zen. I miss sewing. I need to get back to it.
I hope the hospital visit yields some answers to your questions, Teppy.
Atropa - Mar 11, 2012 10:42:41 am PDT #9494 of 30001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
All of those things are true, and I fully acknowledge them, and yet I'm still annoyed. I'm allowed to feel those contradictory things, right?
Yes. Oh yes, you are allowed the contradictory feelings.
Sean K - Mar 11, 2012 11:02:42 am PDT #9495 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
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smonster - Mar 11, 2012 12:15:53 pm PDT #9496 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
What everyone else said, Teppy. Hope you are getting some answers at the hospital.
I'm feeling weirdly lightheaded, and was swaying in the shower. Not sure what that's about. I've had breakfast and lunch, I shouldn't be hungover and have had plenty of water today, I took a nap, I've taken my meds... don't know what's going on, but Do Not Want. I have errands to run and a show to go to!
sumi - Mar 11, 2012 12:50:38 pm PDT #9497 of 30001
Art Crawl!!!
Yikes, smonster that does not sound good.
I am feeling good but I am still in the hospital w/a saline drip and a potassium drip.
I thought I was going to get an mri tonight or tomorrow but the clip from yesterday's coloniscopy may prevent that.
Ultrasound: The cyst is complex so my internist asked for dome sort of tumor blood test to be run. My surgeon said I'd have to go see a gynecologist to get a better read on the ultrasound.
Good news: I can eat solid food.
smonster - Mar 11, 2012 12:54:27 pm PDT #9498 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Man, sumi. I'm so glad you went to the doctor when you did. Continued good thoughts heading your way, and glad you can eat solid food.
Off to the grocery store.
Cass - Mar 11, 2012 2:23:23 pm PDT #9499 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
There is no answer that doesn't lead to contradictory feeling.
Truest of fax.
I hope you get some answers at the hospital, Tep. Sensical ones. And that your dad is in as good of spirits as one can be stuck in a hospital just waiting.
I am glad you on onto solids now, sumi, and that you are getting good medical attention.