Teppy, one of these days we can have a conversation about the contradictory thoughts I had every time S went into the hospital again.

Honest to God, when Hubby gives me that look and says, "I think it's time for the ER," my second thought is "God dammit, again!?" and not in the "please god help me" sense. The worry pathways get worn out, and anger isn't that far below.

But there's shit-all you can do about it except deal.

of course it is completely normal to have contradicery feelings

Nice to hear about the quality sister visit time, Zen. I miss sewing. I need to get back to it.

I hope the hospital visit yields some answers to your questions, Teppy.

All of those things are true, and I fully acknowledge them, and yet I'm still annoyed. I'm allowed to feel those contradictory things, right?

Yes. Oh yes, you are allowed the contradictory feelings.

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What everyone else said, Teppy. Hope you are getting some answers at the hospital.

I'm feeling weirdly lightheaded, and was swaying in the shower. Not sure what that's about. I've had breakfast and lunch, I shouldn't be hungover and have had plenty of water today, I took a nap, I've taken my meds... don't know what's going on, but Do Not Want. I have errands to run and a show to go to!

Yikes, smonster that does not sound good.

I am feeling good but I am still in the hospital w/a saline drip and a potassium drip.

I thought I was going to get an mri tonight or tomorrow but the clip from yesterday's coloniscopy may prevent that.

Ultrasound: The cyst is complex so my internist asked for dome sort of tumor blood test to be run. My surgeon said I'd have to go see a gynecologist to get a better read on the ultrasound.

Good news: I can eat solid food.

Man, sumi. I'm so glad you went to the doctor when you did. Continued good thoughts heading your way, and glad you can eat solid food.

Off to the grocery store.

There is no answer that doesn't lead to contradictory feeling.

Truest of fax.

I hope you get some answers at the hospital, Tep. Sensical ones. And that your dad is in as good of spirits as one can be stuck in a hospital just waiting.

I am glad you on onto solids now, sumi, and that you are getting good medical attention.

{{{sumi}}} So much get better ~ma headed your way.

Smonster, please check in and let us know that you got home ok. I worry when I see a post about being dizzy right near a post about going out.

Teppy, I hope you got answers today at the hospital. Continued ~ma to your dad.