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Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Sean K - Feb 14, 2012 5:24:44 pm PST #7408 of 30001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

Enough people I don't like get in relationships that I can't see being single as a reflection of my worth by any scale I value.

It's just a thing.

I don't like being single. Even a spectacularly bad relationship was not enough to disabuse me of that desire. I wish I could be uncaring about it, since I've got plenty of other ways to beat myself up over my own perceived lack of worth.

It's just a thing.


Ginger - Feb 14, 2012 5:27:52 pm PST #7409 of 30001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

Probably due to modern technology, I saw a lot fewer sappy Valentine's Day commercials and am therefore less pissed off than usual.

I wish you didn't have to face Valentine's Day so soon, Maria, but then I wish none of this had happened.


-t - Feb 14, 2012 5:30:32 pm PST #7410 of 30001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

I didn't put together how precisely cruel the timing was right away, Maria. I'm extra sorry for that.


Maria - Feb 14, 2012 5:32:17 pm PST #7411 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift

Allow me some superficial whining for a moment... Not only is today tainted but my birthday will never be the same. I'll always know the next day is when my husband died.


Liese S. - Feb 14, 2012 5:33:48 pm PST #7412 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."

Yeah, Maria, I was just talking about that to the SO. That's just so hard.


Hil R. - Feb 14, 2012 5:34:34 pm PST #7413 of 30001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

{{{Maria}}}


-t - Feb 14, 2012 5:34:50 pm PST #7414 of 30001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

That's what I put together earlier today. And it sucks.


meara - Feb 14, 2012 5:37:13 pm PST #7415 of 30001

Yeah, that occurred to me this afternoon, how awful the timing is for you Maria (not that there's ever a good time, but...)


le nubian - Feb 14, 2012 5:37:49 pm PST #7416 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."

hardly superficial Maria.

like -t, I was thinking the same thing about your birthday. forgetting about February 14th. I had forgotten what day it was until around noon.


sarameg - Feb 14, 2012 5:38:54 pm PST #7417 of 30001

Oh honey. I knew that. I just hadn't put it together. That really fucking sucks.