Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Nora Deirdre - Dec 01, 2011 9:55:51 am PST #3653 of 30001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

Are you responsible for the water bill at your new place, smonster? If not, I'd be pretty tempted to send in $50 and blow off the rest.

(caution: probably not the most responsible move.)


smonster - Dec 01, 2011 10:07:57 am PST #3654 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

I'm not, Nora, but I suspect that might come back to haunt me if I ever need to open an account with them again.

I just got a dressing down from my boss over email for not being able to do the work today I said I'd do. Work which, I'd like to note, he had taken off my plate and I offered to take back to make the best of a bad situation, ie, being stuck here. I did my damnedest to minimize the amount of time I'd have to miss for this shitshow, and I have other work that I can do which IS on my plate and is also pretty fucking urgent. And I'd told him I'd do it over the weekend. I think he's letting his stress level bleed over into how he treats me. That's a pretty human thing to do, but *I* got a talking to about doing that vey thing to my crew last week, so I'm a little sensitive.

Getting scolded really triggers a defensive response in me. I'm resisting the urge to react, and will wait a while to respond.

For now I'll see if my neighbor is home and can come imitate a responsible adult for the time it takes me to go home and find the fucking thumb drive.


smonster - Dec 01, 2011 10:09:11 am PST #3655 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

And while I'm bitching, I have a migraine.

Neighbor not home. Friend who works from home not answering phone. I'll see what if anything I can get done without the photos on the flash drive.


amyth - Dec 01, 2011 10:16:05 am PST #3656 of 30001
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen

{{smonster}} so sorry, honey.


smonster - Dec 01, 2011 10:26:51 am PST #3657 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Thanks, amyth.

erika, thanks for the offer! I think I've only missed the previous two issues or so. I need to subscribe, and re-subscribe to Bitch.


Hil R. - Dec 01, 2011 10:41:19 am PST #3658 of 30001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

I was going to get some work done today. I got done about 3/4 of what I planned, and then got distracted into a "No, that Huffington Post article written by a doctor who repeated directs people to his website for more information on his alternative therapies is not actually an accurate summary of the New England Journal of Medicine article it cites, and the title of the Huffington Post article is just plain false by any measure" discussion on Facebook.


smonster - Dec 01, 2011 11:11:23 am PST #3659 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Good god. Sorry to thread hog, but it keeps getting weirder. The tech came and turned it on, and I asked him about the whole mishegas (is that the Yiddish I want?) and he says yes, you CAN book a two hour appointment. Which means that a) the previous tech missed the time or disregarded it and b) a variety of CS reps are clueless or just plain lied.

Okay. Back to the other house. God. I just want to go fetal.


Toddson - Dec 01, 2011 11:27:35 am PST #3660 of 30001
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"

Just for a change of pace - I had a GOOD experience talking to someone in customer support. Network Solutions - he was intelligent, knew what he was doing, was helpful, apologized for only being able to take care of one of the two things I needed (they're only allowed to deal with one request per call), and to take care of the other thing, HE CALLED ME BACK.

His name was Matt.

He kept apologizing for not being able to take care of everything in one call and I kept reassuring him that it was OK.


askye - Dec 01, 2011 11:36:37 am PST #3661 of 30001
Thrive to spite them

That's great!


Strix - Dec 01, 2011 11:38:59 am PST #3662 of 30001
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger

Oh, smonster. what a mess. Ugh. I am so sorry.