Do you know that most people in "developing" countries use their phones for Internet access? I read that somewhere and I at once was astounded and understood it.

Some places went from no phones to cell phones, skipping over land-lines just about entirely. Towers are easier to build and maintain in isolated than systems of wires.

had to go into my "rage mix" to power through.

I want to know what this is, I really do.

Ha! I meant my playlist. I'm old school, I've dropped the "tape", but I still call it a mix.

What kind of music goes into a "rage mix"?

If I get myself too screwed into “I’m in trouble and every waking moment has to be spent getting myself out,” I’ll never get out because I’ll be too depressed to move.

And the too depressed thing means I am so much less efficient at doing the kinds of things that could just maybe help get me out. Not guaranteed but just maybe. Vicious circle. Spiral. It's a shape and it's vicious.

But still manage to have the kind of attitude that lights up a room, like crips on TV have.

Well, yeah. Those people are fucking inspirational. I've seen them. On the TV.

Do you know that most people in "developing" countries use their phones for Internet access?

It's a small handheld computer that can give you access to much of the world. Cell phones are kinda amazing.

But you can offer a carpet deposit. Plus a professional carpet cleaning.

This is true. And it'd sway me as an owner. Yes, pets add massive wear and tear even when not outright destructive, but if you are willing to pay for cleaning and put a deposit down for damages, you are totally stepping up as a responsible prospective pet owner.

I GOOD STALKER!

There are times we really value that here. I mean, almost always with us.

What kind of music goes into a "rage mix"?

The kind that is against machines?

What kind of music goes into a "rage mix"?

lots of guitars and drums, music that you can yell out.

I'm too lazy to get up and get my phone, so off the top of my head, some of the songs are:

Bodies (although its about dancing)
Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit
Blue Monday - Orgy
Cult of Personality - Living Color
Mortal Kombat
Head Like a Hole - NIN
Down With the Sickness
Attitude- Hardknox

The kind that is against machines?

But isn't the rage mix itself housed on a machine?

But isn't the rage mix itself housed on a machine?

All the more reason to rage!

I managed to convince myself to go out this evening--I'm rarely in town on Tuesdays, and I hadn't left the house all day, so I went to dance. It didn't start until 9pm! (There are various lessons happening before that) And by the time I left at 10pm it was just getting crowded. Sigh. I remember the days, back when I would go out to clubs at 11pm on a Wednesday. And now I'm in bed before that most nights. I did dance with a couple friends (yay people I knew were there!) and a cople strangers. And introduced myself to one girl I've seen all over but not ever talked to, we had a nice chat. Of course, she's also the ex of someone I have a crush on (who I know is not into me--we went on a date a long time ago). Why is my world so small?

I'm glad to see my post yesterday started such an interesting conversation. I tend to have the thought process of buying something because I'm tired, cranky, depressed, in pain, etc, and therefore, I deserve the treat. Then I feel guilty about spending the money later.

I tend to have the thought process of buying something because I'm tired, cranky, depressed, in pain, etc, and therefore, I deserve the treat. Then I feel guilty about spending the money later.

I resemble this remark. Lately, when I want to go buy lunch (despite having brought my lunch) I remind myself that it's a false refuge (Buddhist language). Sometimes it works, it breaks the craving and I can get at the root of why I don't feel good. But mostly I'm trying not to judge myself if I do buy lunch/candy/socks/shinies on sale, because I'm learning more and more that it's the judging that really feeds that cycle. I mean, I agonized for minutes the other day about buying 3 packs of heart Peeps on sale at $0.37 each! It's a freaking dollar. They make me happy floating in my coffee. Chill the fuck out Luther damn.

Head Like a Hole - NIN

Ah, yes. I used to sing this to myself on the rugby pitch before games to get psyched.

I GOOD STALKER

Benevolent stalkers are the best.

ION, I just pinched a nerve stretching. WTF?