The kind that is against machines?

But isn't the rage mix itself housed on a machine?

But isn't the rage mix itself housed on a machine?

All the more reason to rage!

I managed to convince myself to go out this evening--I'm rarely in town on Tuesdays, and I hadn't left the house all day, so I went to dance. It didn't start until 9pm! (There are various lessons happening before that) And by the time I left at 10pm it was just getting crowded. Sigh. I remember the days, back when I would go out to clubs at 11pm on a Wednesday. And now I'm in bed before that most nights. I did dance with a couple friends (yay people I knew were there!) and a cople strangers. And introduced myself to one girl I've seen all over but not ever talked to, we had a nice chat. Of course, she's also the ex of someone I have a crush on (who I know is not into me--we went on a date a long time ago). Why is my world so small?

I'm glad to see my post yesterday started such an interesting conversation. I tend to have the thought process of buying something because I'm tired, cranky, depressed, in pain, etc, and therefore, I deserve the treat. Then I feel guilty about spending the money later.

I tend to have the thought process of buying something because I'm tired, cranky, depressed, in pain, etc, and therefore, I deserve the treat. Then I feel guilty about spending the money later.

I resemble this remark. Lately, when I want to go buy lunch (despite having brought my lunch) I remind myself that it's a false refuge (Buddhist language). Sometimes it works, it breaks the craving and I can get at the root of why I don't feel good. But mostly I'm trying not to judge myself if I do buy lunch/candy/socks/shinies on sale, because I'm learning more and more that it's the judging that really feeds that cycle. I mean, I agonized for minutes the other day about buying 3 packs of heart Peeps on sale at $0.37 each! It's a freaking dollar. They make me happy floating in my coffee. Chill the fuck out Luther damn.

Head Like a Hole - NIN

Ah, yes. I used to sing this to myself on the rugby pitch before games to get psyched.

I GOOD STALKER

Benevolent stalkers are the best.

ION, I just pinched a nerve stretching. WTF?

double stinking post. la la la

I'm glad to see my post yesterday started such an interesting conversation.

I wound up deep in her Argh Ink blog, too, trying to figure out what happened, and man, did she have a bad year. It was really heartening to read that post you linked, too. Thanks.

That's a good rage mix.

Chill the fuck out Luther damn.

And ha, I need to say this to myself all the time!

Yeah, I really relate, smonster. I do that stuff all the time, both the spending and the judging and the pontificating and then the more judging. Get over myself, self! Buy it or don't buy it, but don't spend so damn much time agonizing about it!

I wound up deep in her Argh Ink blog, too, trying to figure out what happened, and man, did she have a bad year. It was really heartening to read that post you linked, too. Thanks.

Yeah, she really had a sucktastic year. The good news is that her new doctor is confident that with current treatments she shouldn't lose her sight totally.

The stubbornness of Yorkies. .. does that come from their terrier roots?

The good news is that her new doctor is confident that with current treatments she shouldn't lose her sight totally.

I saw that. I never did figure out why she moved where she did, though, unless that's where the doctor is. I have a lot of respect for her, crazy as she can be, because she doesn't lie down, and she always speaks her mind, and she's willing to try new things.