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'Beneath You'


Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


meara - Jan 09, 2013 7:22:44 pm PST #24806 of 30001

i've never even dated someone more than 6 months before we broke up. even people who are serial fucking monogamists. who marry like, three times. i don't even know.


DavidS - Jan 09, 2013 7:24:34 pm PST #24807 of 30001
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

Loving and fucking are definitely two of the better things to have in a relationship.

As one of my exes noted, "The fucking better be good or why bother? You might as well be friends."


Burrell - Jan 09, 2013 7:24:51 pm PST #24808 of 30001
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

I wish I was there to administer chocolate and maybe a glass of wine, meara.


Hil R. - Jan 09, 2013 7:33:33 pm PST #24809 of 30001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

I'm sorry you're having a bad day, meara. But I must disagree with you. I've met you and you are quite lovable.

I agree with this.


meara - Jan 09, 2013 7:34:04 pm PST #24810 of 30001

somehow, no one who actually has to date me believes that.


Burrell - Jan 09, 2013 7:34:25 pm PST #24811 of 30001
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

Don't know if hearing someone else's story will be helpful or not, but here's mine. Skip over it if you prefer:

Before I met my DH, everybody I dated treated me like I was good enough to date, but just until something better came along. It was heartbreaking (again and again). It took me forever to realize that the problem wasn't my innate unlovability but that I kept being attracted to whatever it was--that habit of holding back their total affection from me. And slowly that behavior transformed from being attractive to me to being deeply unattractive. I'd hear someone talk about needing space or "let's not name this thing" and I'd be all "let's just end it, m'kay?" And maybe that was what made me free when someone who wanted ME came along.


Cass - Jan 09, 2013 7:44:37 pm PST #24812 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

How should I phrase an email to the landlord asking for permission?

Explain the size and type of dog you are looking for at least in broad strokes, accept that you will pay to have the house de-petted (which is treating for any critters, any damage from accidents) and any damage which includes the normal wear and tear (claws can mess up floors and baseboard) that a pet brings to a home and the stuff like gnawing on baseboards or scratching at doors. Also how you either will be home to care for the dog or will have someone else caring for the pet.

Ugh, meara. I am sorry. That's an awful way to feel and the fact that I think you are amazing and wonderful doesn't really help, I know.

And slowly that behavior transformed from being attractive to me to being deeply unattractive. I'd hear someone talk about needing space or "let's not name this thing" and I'd be all "let's just end it, m'kay?" And maybe that was what made me free when someone who wanted ME came along.

That's awesome.

I kinda feel like I have no idea how to even start finding someone to be with but them my life is pretty non-conducive to that so that going out to look might be bad anyway.


le nubian - Jan 09, 2013 8:30:05 pm PST #24813 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."

meara,

hang in there. I know you don't feel really good right now.

I am convinced that the problem is you aren't meeting the right people. Truly, that could make a world of difference.


sj - Jan 10, 2013 3:06:48 am PST #24814 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

{{{meara}}} I'm so sorry you feel that way, but I agree with what others have said. You are awesome and are meeting the wrong people, possibly in the wrong places. I hope you find what you're looking for and soon.


Laga - Jan 10, 2013 3:19:14 am PST #24815 of 30001
You should know I'm a big deal in the Resistance.

Delurking to jump on the 'I could love Meara' pile.

Also I would definitely include 'small dog' in the landlord letter.