If BT sees this, I am curious -- big aunt and little aunt?

Is that like great-aunt vs. aunt, or older (in age) aunt vs younger aunt?

Hello, Shanghai!! Glad Ryan did well on the trip.

OMG, the pirate pub crawl was SO MUCH FUN. Pirates and sailors doing hip hop line dance in the middle of Bourbon Street, two live parrots, over fifty people in awesome pirate costumes, undead pirates, a little light flogging, tourists wanting to take pictures with us... I think I'm going to have to join the Krewe. People came from all over the States to join in.

Glad the trip went well, bt. Can you buy an extra computer charger?

Am I crazy for contemplating a move to Italy? Too soon to be making major life decisions, keeping in mind that any such move would take a while to pull off?

OMG, the pirate pub crawl was SO MUCH FUN. Pirates and sailors doing hip hop line dance in the middle of Bourbon Street, two live parrots, over fifty people in awesome pirate costumes, undead pirates, a little light flogging, tourists wanting to take pictures with us... I think I'm going to have to join the Krewe. People came from all over the States to join in.

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Tom and I are experimenting with getting up at our normal weekday time over the weekend to see if that helps our sleep patterns for the week. I'm kinda sleepy, but we have a quiet day (yesterday was chill too) so it's fine.

In exciting news, we bought a little charcoal grill/smoker yesterday! We have a grill again! Man, we've missed that. To celebrate we got a cut of steak that is ideal for the grill, and we haven't cooked it at home since moving here- the flank steak! I also got Tom a nice thick skin on wild trout fillet to try to smoke.

The day is GORGEOUS - helps the mood immensely. Also, GRILL!!!!!!

Am I crazy for contemplating a move to Italy? Too soon to be making major life decisions, keeping in mind that any such move would take a while to pull off?

I don't think you're crazy at all! (says the lady who decided to chuck it all to move to New Orleans 'cause she felt like it.) I mean, it doesn't need to be permanant- if it doesn't work out, you can always move back to be with your family.

I cannot speak to the best way of processing such intense grief, but from what you've said here, you are unhappy with your job and can't sleep in your own bed at home (which I totally get)... maybe a big change would help with the process? A spiritual renewal of sorts? Finding your place in this new world? Wiser Buffistas, am I like giving the worst advice in the world?

Are you putting your house on the market for short sale?

Maria, I think because a move like that would take some time to put together, why not? Start looking into it, seeing what you might need to do it. If nothing else, it will give you something to focus on for the time being.

Just keep in mind how much you might miss your family here, you know?

Nora, you're right on the job. The bed is a different story, for various reasons. The basement is really the issue, because that's where I found him, and it was his man-cave. Short of a complete redecoration, it will always remind me of him.

I'm normally a very cautious person. I don't take risks, and the move would be a big one, but I feel the need to hold onto things that make me happy. My fear is romanticizing it.

Are you putting your house on the market for short sale?

Not yet. Nothing would get done before the expiration of the mortgage debt cancellation act (unless it's extended), and there's no way I can afford taxes on that. What to do with the house is a question to be figured out at this point.

Just keep in mind how much you might miss your family here, you know?

That's valid, and it bears discussion with them. I don't want to leave L all on her own to deal with my aging parents.

Am I crazy for contemplating a move to Italy? Too soon to be making major life decisions, keeping in mind that any such move would take a while to pull off?

Not crazy at all. You should definitely look into it. And we'll come visit if you pull it off.

Generally the Dave Ramsey advice is not to make any major decisions for a year. But there's nothing wrong with thinking about it.

Not crazy at all. You should definitely look into it. And we'll come visit if you pull it off.

Definitely. It might not be the best idea right now, or it might be exactly what you need right now, but you can't figure that out unless you look into it. And if you do, we'll definitely come visit.

I've been practicing piano. I haven't really played much in years, just fooled around with learning to play the Imperial March and stuff like that. I decided that my goal for this week is one piece by Bach and one excerpt from Carmen -- they're both within what I can do if I practice and work at it. I want to get back to the point where I can just sit down and have ten memorized songs that I can just start playing.