I would like to have a sane and rewarding romantic relationship. It doesn't have to be forever, not by a long shot. I just want to try it and see what it's like. Everybody does it all the time, why can't I?

And then I get another headache, and I'm all "Uh, it's not so important. I need to lie down."

Erin, I'm sorry about the black dog at your heels. I'm glad you were able to come here and tell us about it.

I think the Clause thing might just take off.

Aw, Erin. Good on you for posting. Talking about stuff helps!

wow, now you guys have made me introspective which is hard on a kindle keyboard.

I think it might, Allyson.

I accomplished shower. I even shaved the leg hair of misery.

I'd already had coffee, which is more than I managed yesterday, and I am having water AND a banana. Thanks for the orders, msbelle. I needed them.

I changed the sheets. Which might seem counterintuitive, since I'm trying to get OUT of bed, but they were all torn up and the matress was just laying there, looking bare and sad, and now I feel better. I'll take it.

I'm still on meds; I'd been forgetting them daily, which is pretty common for me, but I've been forcing myself to remember for the last 3 days -- already taken them today.

Thank you.

I hate bananas.

bananas make you strong, like bull. you eat.

I et.

And now you can get credit when Hec's inevitable fruit audit comes up! So you're already ahead!

I'm glad you spoke up, Erin.

Erin! Good to see your pixels, sorry about the black dog. He'll behave better if you pay him some attention, probably. Texted you, btw.