wow, now you guys have made me introspective which is hard on a kindle keyboard.
Natter 68: Bork Bork Bork
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
I think it might, Allyson.
I accomplished shower. I even shaved the leg hair of misery.
I'd already had coffee, which is more than I managed yesterday, and I am having water AND a banana. Thanks for the orders, msbelle. I needed them.
I changed the sheets. Which might seem counterintuitive, since I'm trying to get OUT of bed, but they were all torn up and the matress was just laying there, looking bare and sad, and now I feel better. I'll take it.
I'm still on meds; I'd been forgetting them daily, which is pretty common for me, but I've been forcing myself to remember for the last 3 days -- already taken them today.
Thank you.
I hate bananas.
bananas make you strong, like bull. you eat.
I et.
And now you can get credit when Hec's inevitable fruit audit comes up! So you're already ahead!
I'm glad you spoke up, Erin.
Erin! Good to see your pixels, sorry about the black dog. He'll behave better if you pay him some attention, probably. Texted you, btw.
Erin, I'm so glad you spoke up. We've got your back.
msbelle, you're the best.
I'm glad you're here, Erin. Very much what they said, up there.
Happy almost-vacation to msbelle and meara!
Erin, good luck in dealing with the Black Dog.
And do keep taking the meds. I can usually miss one day, but I really feel it if I miss two days in a row.
I am glad I did, too.
Ugh, it's been so long since I had a bad bout. And I haven't had one since I've been living with D -- not a long, scary one like this one. It's got to be so freaky looking at it from the outside looking in.
Last night he was like "I'm worried. You're wearing a sheet."
Me: "It's a flowered sheet?"
I disconnect so much when I do this. Forgive me if I post a bunch of stupid crap today, but I have to plug in somewhat.
I have to be grateful for Maria...but I also have to be grateful for a hairball. I sat down bare-assed on a wet, cold hairball on my pleather computer chair this morning, before I'd had a chance to sip at coffee, and I think the fact that I was able to be so wholeheartedly grossed out, despite my disgusting state of hygiene was the shock my system needed.
Combine with reading all the other stuff, I guess I was like "If you're not too far gone to be utterly oblivious to the sensation of cold hairball on ass, I guess you can grab yourself by the lady-cojones and do something about it."
I feel like shit, though, despite the shower, banana and coffee. My whole body aches, and my head hurts. At least I'm aware enough to know my body feels like shit? And I'm trying to do something about it? That's something.