Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Cass - Aug 16, 2011 9:16:49 pm PDT #27921 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

To others, perhaps. You've never been anything but kind and generous and supportive to me. You'll just have to deal...

Kind, generous and supportive is easy with you, it's a reflection of what you give back to friends.

I'm just not "kind" in a vacuum. If I am nice to you, I like you and see value in you.

And you? You rock, Maria.


Maria - Aug 16, 2011 9:18:27 pm PDT #27922 of 30000
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift

This week is meetings and getting things set up and stuff.

Hopefully this week allows you to slide into the semester rather than being thrown in head-first.

I need to start recalibrating my internal clock myself. I've been sliding back into my nocturnal habits as the current job winds down, which is going to make life miserable if I don't get my act together in time for the new job.


Maria - Aug 16, 2011 9:22:26 pm PDT #27923 of 30000
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift

Now I'm tearing up. That post is going into the "Look At When Depressed" file.

I know I've been sappy lately, but the day I stumbled upon you people is easily one of the five best days of my life.


Hil R. - Aug 16, 2011 9:25:40 pm PDT #27924 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Hopefully this week allows you to slide into the semester rather than being thrown in head-first.

Well, so far, there's been a lot of trying to get all the computer stuff to work. We're using several different online course supplements, and most of them are great on their own, or at least harmless on their own, but they're supposed to all work together and link things that a student does in one with a gradebook thing in another and let the students seamlessly go between them, and it's not so much working. I think the main problem is that these things have a ton of different customization options, so that different universities and different instructors can get them to work however works best for them, but having a hundred different options in each of five programs makes it nearly impossible to test every combination, and just about everybody will end up picking some setting in one that doesn't cooperate with some other setting in another one.

Tomorrow, I think I'll try to prepare my first few days of lecture notes. There's a new edition of the textbook, and they totally reorganized the first chapter, so I need to figure out what topics go where.


Barb - Aug 16, 2011 9:34:58 pm PDT #27925 of 30000
“Not dead yet!”

Totes regal.

I wonder if I could get Jasmine in a calendar. She can do regal. Maybe.


Burrell - Aug 16, 2011 9:41:49 pm PDT #27926 of 30000
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

Yay congrats Maria! Your interview-fu is strong.

Oh Nora, sending good thoughts to you and Taz. Now I am most worried to leave town while my cat is sick. But at least we've got her started on medication.

Oh and Connie? Expect an email soon.


Hil R. - Aug 16, 2011 9:44:02 pm PDT #27927 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

The mouseover text on today's Google logo made me giggle.


Anne W. - Aug 17, 2011 1:04:22 am PDT #27928 of 30000
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

Much Taz~ma

I believe I'm about to break down and make an appointment with a doctor. Maybe several doctors. It's not normal to be tired and listless all the time and in pain most of the time, even if I am a middle-aged peri-menopausal woman, is it?

One other thing that you might want to look into as a possible cause is fibromyalgia.


Toddson - Aug 17, 2011 3:29:24 am PDT #27929 of 30000
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"

Re MFNLaw's experience:

La Feria de Careers - the running of the bullshit?


Nora Deirdre - Aug 17, 2011 4:37:51 am PDT #27930 of 30000
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

The vet should be calling us soon to give us the situation... come on Taz!